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Its been quite some time i posted agains ! didn't really had to time to use the computer.. hahahz !
Well, ITs been quite some time i worked. It's considered short, but i seen/learn/heard lots.. This whole experience is not really that "perfect" as i thought? duhh.. People can be nasty at times .. o0? yeaps, perhaps so.. Mentioning these, reminded me what my sister heard from my dad.. "COins have 2 face" .hahaha.. At there, we can't talk freely as we want and do whatever we want.. What's been talked or done, it's being observed and they knew! ... Haiis.. Well, dun feel like saying anything abt work place.. GRrrr.. hahaz. speechless =x
-"MOOdSwinGs" (Mayb.. v.serious?)
Recently, i don't understand myself ehs ! The Emo-ness.. the feeling of being left alone.. the feeling of people getting irritated of me.. The feeling of being wronged.. the feeling of being despise.. the feeling of people giving cold shoulder to me.. the feeling of helplessness.. ALOT more came across. hahahaz, maybe it's that i think things complicating? hahahahz........ I still remember during school days, i can just sit on my table or any corner of any place, i can sit blankly or even let the tap water flow with no reason.. BUT, nowadays, it's not the same ! time time time, and where can i go to do all this? where can i POUR all my unreason/undescribable feelings and complications ! These! definitely can't be done at home openly... hais, but sometimes it's so unbearable that i pour in the toilet or... i lie on the bed and sob( a few drop of tears roll i mean) till i slept.. hahahahhahaaz.. I Really don't know don't know don't know don't know.... Sometimes i'm in blankness, maybe i really need to shut down myself? hahaha.. Am i insane? -.- haiis... I FElt so restless recently..................... arrrghhhhhhhh ............... i want to cry out loud !!!!! WHERe and WHen can i do it? maybe i'll feel better after tt?? or worst?
Time really flies, AND TML WILL BE result taking day, yeahs, i'm depressed... hahahz... I really don't know how will it turned out ! haiis... don't really looked forward? ahahahahz...
haix, alright then, post till here.. speechless.. maybe my mood's not really very right at the moment.. hahahahs.. haiis..
Thinking: Even if i pass this hurdle, there's next to go . hahahahahz...
Random:
What's Me? -I'm nothing.. hahahax..
1:21 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Ohya! one last thing! To all the taggers, sorrry i can't reply now .. quite an amount of tag to reply ! somemore, i v.v.v.v.v.v.v.busyy !
ALl the links, i will link soon ! Dun remove me from urr linkkies corners ahhs !!
Byee! takkairee
8:52 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Its Been A long time eversince i posted.. Lols. O Level Had finish, well, i not sure whether i pin hope on it. hahah, workd hard and never. mixture !
Prom Night had also finished. speechless from that. Time fly passed very fast yeahs! 4 years soon passed. and i had graduated !
Lols, i will sure miss all my lovely friends ! haha and my bandmates.. I had not returned band after o lvl For so long time ! did not had the time =/ SO much New things i came across nowadays but to them not new. hahaz.. but very glad that i got updated ! hahahaha !
Recently had been working, its like almost everyday , random shift and time. Well, my workplace can be said fun and also sometimes not... I kept doing the wrong things and keep asking. (may be irritating at times ) Though some of my work friends said new girls will sure sometimes encounter some problems because people can't be born perfect, however, i felt bad at times =/ sorry for being irritating~
SOmetimes i felt tired after work, but, sometimes i felt so happy and fun after work . As we do cracked some jokes at times especially the friendly and nicer one. they are like mummy taking care of their child , so concerning. hahahz.. xDD i liked themm...
Hais, but sometimes, people(customer) face so black... like as if i did wrong or i sure destined to do wrong. Of course, i sure get the feeling of like being wronged.. don't trust me. sad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so grateful to some customer.. =DD some are sort of regular customers. Haahz, they cracked jokes and like share infor o0? some new customers also v.kind, they encouraged me and concerned about me. some like ask me slowly slowly, don't kan chiong don't worry. hahahaz.
i felt like a SPoilt girl whenever i faced problems.. thinking, At home i am like being served, At work i like tt... =.= I dun feel like continuing.. saddd ahhs... This is my wrong thinking!
I mus persevere! hahaz..
Finding job had been so hard ! i walk in to fujifilm(meizhu there, cuz wanna work wif her) to ask for job.. A shocking ques they asked when i was like fillinng in the form, wads my weight,can i run? fast? .. wad the.. working ask all these for wad? Fat people cannot work maaa? I can work long and i will work v.hard.. .. It seems like all they wanted to hire and beautiful flower vase..
Argghhs, so negative rightt? After that, i felt so demoralised of course ! I look so stupidd.. zzzz... I kept brwsing through newspaper to look fr jobb. so hard to find ! my auntie also helped me to find. I called, but they either tooo farr otherwise very ulu...
But, i did not stop finding and asking around.. i went ntuc to buy diaper for my baby cousin.. i asked a familiar auntie(sort like ffriend) there whom is super dooper friendly[ thinking nw, yes, bt at the same time scheming?] , askked her.. So, she gave me a form ( she looks v.happy, cuz gt new close fren joining in) hahaz.. At that time, gud thing is Boss is available !!!!!!, so , i walked-in and interviewed. the boss is v.nice and humorous[Maybe? Bt! Beware]. haha. he said he will give me a reply within two days, and he replied ! hohoho! at that moment, i'm so happy and looked forward!!!!!
i'm attached to a cashier whom worked there for a long time to learn. its like one week.. and i opened counter my own! hahaz.. first time confirm very nervouss.. hahahaha. and tired too ! but, after awhile, i got used to it.. But, i still felt that i'm so stupid and slowww.. argghhs..
SO farr, its like been mre than a week, tat i've been alone in a counter.. hahahaz.. so far, encounter lots of things... too long to say. hahahaz..
i had to stay at ahma house as it will be mre convenient for me to walk to work.. so don't have computer !!!! sad... after started work, miss computer,miss home, and miss alot of nice nice tv shows , and MY lovely friends !!!
hahaaz, but look ahead, around 2 months mre, the hard things will be like gonee... but maybe i want to continue for weekends... -.- dunno leh dunno lehhs..
Ok then, continue the nex time i come back..
Sayonaaraa~ signing off now..
[Just updated : 12/1/09]
8:24 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Monday, July 28, 2008
Nowadays, mood's not really very great.. Today, sway ahs ! Die liao.. Well, i just have to face the music if i'm going to..
Thanks for the prezzie i got today ! thanks girls ! really love it !
shal put on the pic nex time bah....'
got lots of work to do..
signing off nowwww... x[
9:56 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
9:55 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I FELT so frustrated !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:53 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Today's my birthday.. Thx for all the wishes and gifts ! Really appreciate them ! thx loads..
Well.. Today is half pleasant half not day.. Shall elaborate the next time..
hello ! it's been a long time since i posted the previous time yeahhs. however, i still cannot post up the previous posts cum pictures unless i'm free , sorry ! Well, this will be another post that i think i have to have to pen down here..
Ohyaa, the tagboard thingy i will try my best slowly update! sorry for the late replies as well as the late linnking up thingy !
Start here "DEPRESSED ME" ---> Everyday is like either the same other wise so so so different.. I just cannot understand life and human thoughts ~ i, myself, has been troubled by these since young.. seriously.. "Friendship" can be magical but also a difficult thing to overcome.. i really don't understand.. Is it that i think too much? Or that is the fact i must accept..? Being sensitive has its disadvantage and advantages.. the feeling of sour,angry,pain come about easily .. i feel like, i just cannot trust people so easily... i wonder.. Are they telling me the truth or not? so contradict right.. haiix...
I've been listening to different version of stories.. What am i going to do?! i feel so lost.. I just have to sort out things these days ! If ever, i can be multiplied and disperse to every corner, it will be great.. then, i'll be able to understand and make the right decision... Am i a person easily to be deceive? i feel so oh... relationships are all strained because of human nature...
I don't understand !!! [ p/s: i keep ramblingg... ]
everything seem to be very wrong ehhs? -human - environment and technology !!!!! Or maybe it's me the one?
this is the world, a little error from one of the category, conflict come -.- Problems are never solved finish.. true? Life is like full of regret.. true? -> for me, true.. since young.. I regret this and that.. shall share mre about this next time -.-
It seem like... It's right to enjoy being alone and quiet... i feel like being a person like this.. sometimes, i really gave a thought to this thing.. People will start saying "antisocial" or others.. But, what's wrong with it? haiis ! this world is realistic too ! People will go for better and a more perfect object.. A person looking good, have the humour, have the right size, have the right appearance. comparing with. A person looking fine, does too have humour, do not have the right size and appearance.. People will surely flop to the person who have good look etc what.. then the another " not perfect" person will sure be left out or even feel bad.. Sad thing right? So what if sad, the world is so so so realistic.. When people want to hurt another person, using the imperfect parts or weakness to insult/say/humilliate/compare , this is SO cruel !!!! haiis...
i really don't know what to say.. Sorry for the rambling.. My heart is in a mess now ! help!~~ i really want to cry out loud that nobody will hear me, see me or even diao me...
Who can i trust now? who can i go to the most when my heart starting to pile problems to the maximum?
i'm really very afraid.. i'm afraid of what people think of me.. I'm really afraid.. Am i going back to what i am 2 years ago? i just want a normal and peace life.. If ever life can be a fairy tale... but i know.. it's impossible.. since young, i've always believe in fairytale.. funny right? thinking of having a fairy god mother turning me into a pretty and happy princess.. So impossible now.. Most people goes for look etc.. I don't have.. I'm So SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do friends always flop to someone else...... why can people experience "love at first sight" or "being loved" or "being crushed" or "being gifted" , in my whole life.. I only get to see but never experience before... I'm so miserable...
Sometimes, words can seem to be nothing, but It can be also hurtful ~ i really hope there will be someone who can understand me and not someone whom add oil to fire..
I despise people who sprout nonsence and causing more problems, add oil to fire , and to gain flavour because being hated by the peoples whom he want to gain flavour from..
Let me Warn you! *Anybody out there don't misunderstood, It's not you, Don't think wrongly, this does not apply to anyone out there whom i once/current befriend or being classmate with.. -> Don't think that by doing these, it gains benefits for you ! i tell you, this is only temporary. Don't think now happily/proudly walking with them is forever! Open your eyes big ! u think u gained victory and that they accept you? NAHHHHH!!! U BLACK AND BLACK HEART person ! U this bird talk bird words.. Is only powerful to brainwash at this critical time.. It will not work for you ALWAYS! I can't believe you got a girl... Anyway, boy and girl also same pattern ! so MAY you have a "HAPPY" ending..
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, this is also another rambling.. I can't stand this kind of person... DISguisting.. Zzz..
Well, i ramble till here.. shall post the next time.. P/s: i really can't stand bottling up long, thus, i choose to pour A few here..
7:32 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, June 29, 2008
[ Dun Emo ! except me.. ] - random tittle too.. hahaa!
-Ohya, the lighting sort of weird -.- , tts y random oO
Well Well Well. It's been a long long time since i posted ! x] Sort of M.I.A-ing, was busy .. Maybe after this post, it will again be a long time to my next post.. Busy with Homeworks, Tv, Outings, many things -.-~~
The photos that i supposed to upload is stacking up like hell.. So, the next time.. Will be full of pic? x] Paiseh for this ! =\
Hoho, that pic is random pic for the day ! took just. x] kinda Emo or sort?? Not sure.. These days so tiring !!!
shall post more things next time ^_= try lor. =x
SayoNaRa!!~ Gd nights !
1:19 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
31st May 2008, Saturday In the afternoon, Met up first. Wore wrong shoe ! and indeed it gave me hell that day -.-.. Made my hair and It's destroyed ! Felt so ugly that day lor ! ... Met up with zhu then rui. First stop, all of us went to dhoby gaut to makan the "just Acia" . More elab , c zhu's blog -.- or c the pictures =x .. lazy..
My food. [ spicy chicken set x]
Ugly Me trying to intro food x]
People took food pic be4 they eat, but me, nearly forget so eat then take =x
Went to bugis, Sim lim square, ruiling bought her Ipod shuffle at 100 bucks. pass by guan ying temple then pray outside bcuz closed =\ prray then went back to junction. Tried some dress and then... bought some things in the Muji store x] Was having headache at that moment... -.- so what siia..
bought cheese stick and chicken flavour mee
Went home after that.. headache, so i ate one mre pill then sleep .. Played audition awhile before sleep..
9:44 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Well, today, seen zhu's blog -.- suddenly feel like blogging too ehs... -.- i still owe the recipe for creamy mushroom soup =x but i'm not going to put it up today =S..
24 May 2008, Saturday As usual, went to library. Met up with Zhu and Jia. Ask rui to come countless times, but, she said the next day -.- .. we did our work a little at the last floor of the library.. However, we did not stay long. Thus, we went out of the library and 'slack'.. We went to this fashion in entertainment centre.. Jia was looking for clothes that suit her taste, zhu and me also .. We tried on some clothes. So =/ lor, big size only can try on limited types of clothes, very envy small sized peops.. After a while, 3 of us went to IMM . First stop , Daiso . as usual x] Jia and Me bought instant Miso soup and zhu bought other things.. So tiring, as daiso is quite big x] Shop Shop Shop. After that, we were very thirsty and hungry. We went to the basement food floor and find food to eat xD. Jia bought her taiwan food stuff, Whereas zhu and me went to old chang kee buy some finger food.. though it's finger food, i spent lots of money. Another hole in my pocket -.- . then, i bought sweettalk drink. 3 of us found a sit and sat down. so funny, people were walking passed us and looking at us, eating to ugly-ly .. Me the ugliest i think . hahaas. after eating, we walked pass a fashion parade.. Yays ! All of us stayed and watched till the end. hahahas, so nice !
Pictures Pictures, The models. Guys: handsome x] Ladies : chioo and tall ! Children: cute de lor !
Did not manage to capture some.. =\
haha, this little boy was looking at my direction so i captured it x]
After the whole thing ended, we walked to the carpark where there's free shuttle bus back to Jurong interchange. bought straits time on the way.. We rushed our way to the shuttle bus as they were leaving soon. Bus was filled with people. 3 of us had no choice but stood. hahahaa.. went home after that x]
25 june 2008, sunday Sunny day. Actually decided to go to library and meet up with rui.Moreover, i had done my hairdo and put on eye liner -.- .. However, Jia and Zhu could not make it. So, i also don't feel like it, as we were extremely tired after the day before 's long walk.. x] I stayed at ah ma home and slacked.. Zi-lian a little lor, by talking pictures of self -.-
Cousin chloe and Keryl came. I played with Chloe's hair =x Design hairstlye. hahaha
oops, dark =x
She love to take pic x]
Slack whole day =x no laa, i read newspaper then open geog book then copy a little then close -.- That night, youtube lagging as many people were waiting for ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni. hahahaha !
hellos ! Haha, busy these days too ! and june gonna be even Busy ! hahha
Farenheit song x] japanese de worh !
Another hilarious video ! hahhahaah! watch it !!!
Enjoyy ~
7:21 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
x] 陳楚河 [x
http://www.churiverchen.com/
He acted so well as Dylan Shen fu in fated to love. Oh my god... Like him mann !!!! =x
> i crazy liao, these days.
Su da lV song also very niceyy !!! [ one of the songs is the one played in my background blog music x] ]
Another nice song from them =]
11:35 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
okay then ! Finish updating x] So many pictures. Still got one more post on Creamy mushroom recipe x]
Signing off now, Takkaire, tomorrow gonna be a very very tiring day ! Glad that my internet recover liaoo x]
Shall update again when i'm free and not lazy =x
TaTa~
1:55 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Monday 19.5.08 Vesak day . haha. morning ate vegatarian at TeCkwhye there. after that, went bukit batok to offer pray etc. Ate Vegatarian for lunch too.. So bored that day. Met up with aunt in the afternoon. shopp a little in the area..
Previous night was so so so badd.. Irritating internet ! it doesn't want me to stay connected.. Hell~~ I edited all my picture and changed my desktop background. haha. Thanks Beverly for teaching me the edit picture the previous time. xD i tried yesterday night. Effect niceey ! haha. thanks =]
Pictures =P Before
After[ eyebag very strong.. =/ ]
Before
After
hahaha x]
1:44 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday 18.5.08 internet can't work the previous night =/ Went ahma house. took pictures.. so bored ! so so lazy to do my work =/ Weather was WARM!!!
After bath, crazily taking pic of reflection
My favourite dress
Me in shade. crazy over my new shade =D
Maid ask me to look out of window. to the the line on the sky. hahah
1:37 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday 17.5.08 So tired, woke up at around 12pm .xDD Wash up, dressed up, make up. Went to meet ahzhu First stop ! Dhoby gaut. WE were so lost xDD , becuz do not know which way to the food centre where good food and great deals. xDD Finally reached. The place is COSY loorr.. but the food price, so different -.-
The food not bad, mine cost 6.90, with free flow drinks and ice-cream, plus GST is 7.50.
grrrr.. she lost the pic of me taking pic of her. =.=
At MRT station
Next stop, Harbourfront. We went to Vivocity, Forever 21 to get our shades x] We tried some cloths.
Me
This piece nice lorr.. i like the upper body. See the cutting, so nice xP Tink, gt chance, i bring mummy go there buy these clothes ! but think can't bahhs.. mummy will scold..
After that.. bought out shades only.. hers 11 bucks. mine 13 bucks. Grrr.. that day, i onli bring 30 bucks out. Not enufff to spent aahhs~~
Next stop, bugis. We went to bugis street. That place don't suit me at all.. hhaa.. i don't feel comfy T_T.. Left there, went to bugis junction shop.
Tried some cloths. i like that too ! so Exp.. Went home and picture picture!
Ghostly look mee
With shades
1:19 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Friday. 16.5.08 Did not sleep the previous night ~ extremely tired. Went for a classtrip that day.
Slept in the bus =x too tired. Visited the supreme court and museum. at around 7 or so went to the river side near esplanade and waited. While waiting, took some pictures.
Ferris wheel x]
Ruiling and Me
Me and Ahzhu took each other.. Act pro.hahah
Ahzhu
Me
heyheyhey, watcha me doing. hhha
esplanade
Went toilet. hhahaa then walked thru the staircase. nicceey x] Look as if on firree Me
Ahzhu
Went back the place. sky turned darker x] Buildings
ferris wheel[ tried to take the pink-ness, but can't]
WAITED 1 hr for food.. DOTs... no chiilli sommore T_T Ate finish, sang songs with amanda while waiting for food and after eating the food.. Finally, river cruise. -.-
Shops. nice righht.?
Merlion
ferris wheel
Esplanade
So tiring that day =/ Rode jiajia's dad lorry. haha. big wind big wind. x] Thanks =]
1:07 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday 10/5/08 Went to library as usual. Met up with zhu. That day ended very early as i need to eat mother day's dinner with mother's side. x]
Ziliian-ing while on the way there.
See my panda eye T_T.. Lackkk of sleep everyday. so so buussyy.. STRESS~
1:03 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Friiday 9 may 08
Went out with mumm. Meet up with her at outram Mrt underpast. Went to Clark Quay, Singapore river x] Ate dinner at centre point
Outside centre point
Across the river
Down the escalator, took it out of boliao-ness
At night
Escalators
Walked around the singapore river. so crowded x]
Fountainn
Weird looking thingyy
Tt night so tiring x] i wore so shabbily and aunty-ly. Saw some friends when walking home. x]]
12:57 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Hellos ! As said x] , pictures time ! let pictures talk =]
Labour Day. 2 May 08
That morning went to Ahma house. Both baby cousin came x]
Keryl
Ugly me and Keryl elder sis, Chloe
Keryl & Chloe
A more closer one x]
Jiejie kiss MeiMei
MeiMei Kiss JieJie
That day, Cooked Creamy mushroom x] Shall post the recipe the other day x] Ps ~
End this day with ..
Me in pink spec. weird i knw T_T!!
12:47 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Friday, May 16, 2008
Well, not much to say or elaborate anything :D
Do you support privacy etc etc ?? If yes, put this picture on your blog :D
Please support :D
12:29 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Hoho, this is a fast post =] a survey Kaiting asked me to do. oO
1. What age do you wish to marry ? - Before 30 yrs old =/
2. What you want the most right now ? - Being a carefree rich chio princess
3. What do you want to be in your next life ? - A person who know magics
4. Something to describe yourself . - Mysterious
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be ? - Slim down and be pretty =/
6. What are you afraid to lose now ? - Everything
7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love ? - Maybe
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ? - Maybe if the other party also like me [impossible =/]
9. How could you spend 200 bucks ? - Shop clothes and accessories. Buy whatever i want
10. Family or friends, which one more important ? - Both
11. Which type of person you hate most ? - Betrayer, Liar, Super damn act, selfish, etc etc...
12. So you cherish every of your friendship ? - YES~
13. Do you believe in God ? - Think so
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ? - Family, Friends, my belongings
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ? - Yes, when the times come
16. What do you want your friends to be like ? - Concerning, fun , loving, a good heart
17. What kind of drama/movie you like ? - Romance, Magical, Interesting, Comedy, Musical
18. What is your favourite hobby ? - Hmm, i not sure. I do whatever which is interesting and fun :]
19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to ? - My friends. [Ahzhu, Liyan, Amanda etc..]
20. How will you spend your time if today is your last day on earth ? - My loves one. Complete all my last wishes.. Leave no regrets !
Instruction : Remove one question from above and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag 8 people on your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have the blessing from all .
1] Ahzhu 2] Liyan 3] Linden 4] Amanda 5] Ken 6] Zick kor 7] Peishih 8] Alvin
10:53 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Video to share.
11:10 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Was a wonderful day but a miserable night..
Went to school, had Emath lesson. fully recap-ing.. 2nd period bio- i revised my emath 3rd chemistry - did short experiment then got back paper. Did very badly but ms lin said got improvement.. recess ate with ahzhu. chatted with chinese auntie about chilli. It seemed like all of us are experimenting on new taste :] 4th Bio, i revised my emath. 5th english, gone through some recording.. As usual, hilarious.. seem like ahzhu and my turn are coming as we sent ms toh via bluetooth to her handphone right after school. Had emath paper, well .. I put in some effort. Seem like this paper is my turning point. i not sure ><" hope can score ..
After paper, went to CD shelter to look for my juniors. The door closed so tight that i had trouble opening it.. Went into it, not a single soul around. I left. As i'm trying to close the door back, yanling came.. Both of us tried our best to close the door.. finally, it worked.. Both of us and ahzhu accompanying me went up to music room to look for them. They were watching video. seemed nice ! i stayed there for a little then i went off with ahzhu. both of us went to the same stall.. I got myself sourplum blended and fries. she got takoyaki and fries. went back after that...
Bath and tried to adjust the taste for my DIY pizza.. Today's tasted better than yesterday's. Shall elaborate some other time..
Just now.. As i opened my freezer, i saw my favourite mug which amanda bought for me last year for my birthday. No wander i don't c it anywhere.. As i tried to pick it out of the freezer.. the whole bottom part broke into pieces and hit the ground.. Mum scolded me... ~_~.. i remembered that i forgotten to take it out yesterday as i want to cool it a little before drinking.. i tried to melt the ice in it and wanted to stick it back.. T_T but as i melt it.. i push a little.. Unfortunately, the whole glass broke into pieces and cut my hand and finger..blood-ed. and now, i'm blogging T_T.. It really doesn't matter if it hurts..
I cried.. i cried not because i cut my hand and feeling pain.. My mum called my STUPid~ i know i am... T_T ... treasure a gift from my friend. Someone whom really a best friend to me. Moreover, Its my first gift from her and a birthday present for me.. I treasure.. But mum called it stupid.. She doesn't understand i did it because i treasure it.. SHe called my stupid, idiot etc.. It really hurt my heart.. don't know what to say liao.. forget it.. I plastered it as it kept bleeding.. Then mum put them into the thrash.. HAis ! can't save liao.. so sadd...
i missed it !!!! My favourite Pink-ed cool-ed cup...
Haiis~
till here then, Shall blog when i really free. Ps and sorry x[
tata, hope can score well on those i really favourite it.. =.=""
9:21 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, May 04, 2008
New Video, very busy today. got to go do homework and revise. Hmm, i try my best to post. Don't think so for today, sorry to bore all out. ~_~ ""
8:00 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
x] i try update this few days. very very busy ! .. 1] Labour day - Cute cousin - Creamy mushroom soup + recipe 2] Friday chem/chi test etc.. 3] Saturday - Go out etc
So many things, maybe got add tomorrow going out thingy too. x] every sat and sun most probably go out till night one otherwise latest is evening. busybusybusy. xDD
tata, takkaire ! Gotta wake up early tomorrow and meet friend at 1030am
2:40 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Thursday, May 01, 2008
So So So Sleepy noww.. Maybe i sleeping soon le xD Finally lvl 81 in RO and job level completed ! muahahahs.. The Zenies is like.. SO little just like the time when i lvl 3x in the previous time -.-!!!
Sian, cousin will be going out with her friend to JE library. T_T, no accompanies tomorrow ! Anyone want to call me out? Maybe can sms or call my hp to c c lor otherwise pei me talk talk awhile i also don't mind [ hope correct timing lorr xP ].. i not sure ahs, say say only.. -_-
Anyway, if tomorrow never go anywhere, I'll be cooking [ Creamy Mushroom Soup ] . my favourite food xDD!! and ,Maybe, i shall revise on my own then ,Since no one want to study with me. -.-!!
Will be posting pictures tomorrow i think and.. maybe post up recipe to share share x]]
TaTa ! Weather nowadays is very very warm and irritating ! takkaires everyone ! Drink more water, eat more vegetable, eat more fruits ! [ i do noy like fruits =/]
Happy Labour Day ! x]
12:48 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
My 200th post xD I've been blogging for quite a long time, and this is only 200th. xD lols..
29th april 08 My physic paper. Well.. Prepare to die lor.. First paper is okok but very tricky ! For the second paper, dead end ! very very dead. I was like staring at the questions with my brain so empty and blank. I remembered all the formulas.. But, I do not know how to use them ! gahhs ! hopeless.. After paper, went home with jiajia,ruiling and ahzhu. All of us, as usual, went to teck whye market.. I bought my super sour plum juice. xD and fries. xD Ruiling love Takoyakii XDD lols. Went home, fell asleep till around 11pm. then started my amath revision.
Today First period Math, Second period Biology which i used it for math. third period math. i had the extra period, so i continued my worksheet and complete most questions..Mdm mary praise me then say me bad girl because i did very wrongly for one question. -.- she praise because i did very fast and got one of the question she check correct. then Recess, ate my usual food.. i'll never get sick of it.. It's like home food xD.. but, much better because i got to choose my favourite from a variety of food.. Too bad, no tau-gay [ bean-sprout ] :/
After recess, had chinese lesson. Don't know what to say, i got very sick of languages.. I'm really bad at all languages..received back the class work or so called test . Scored very badly ! very very.. After that, was english period.. Ms toh is very nice xDD she gave us a light lesson today by giving us to listen the recordings that some of our classmates did.. hilarious lor ! i kept laughing.. the sound totally different in recordings and everyone was making wild guesses about who was that.. haha, even with recordings with background music.. Can you believe that ! A way to distract people from not listening to the main thing that we suppose to listen.. Hahaah. very creative. xD
After that, last minute chiong for memorising of math !.. During math paper, so-so lor.. can answer plus cannot answer.. I did not notice that the binomial Equation was on the FORMULA SHIT! .. what the hell.. and i thought i would be doom.. SO i anyhow answered that question.. wasted my marks !.. i remembered last time i took a test which had binomial question and i did not notice the formula too ! .. WAT THE HELL!! Math paper finished.. Mdm mary said if i never score well , she will punish me T_T die.. then amanda said nevermind.. I help u punish her.. =.=!
After that, went to the same shop with jiajia, ruiling and ahzhu.. all of us bought takoyaki with different mixtures. After that, we bought drinks xD. I bought vanilla choz, ahzhu bought caramel choz, jiajia bought peppermint choz and ruiling bought strawberry blended. ahhaas.. then took pictures. [ shall put up some other time] xDD.. after that, went home separated well..
Reached home, i chiong my RO to level.. hmm.. now already 78 or 79 i think.. maybe chiong later, otherwise i revise !.. haiis.. tml no one is going out to study with me !! everyone wants to stay at home, study alone and go out with other people to study.. Maybe, my study companion got sick and tired of going out to study with me as we did not study much and kept on playing and joking.. maybe.. suddenly feel so emo.. Can anyone tell me, am i thinking correctly? is this the fact??
Very sleepy nowadays, i seem to become nocturnal.. <- dunno correct anot.. slept for 1-3 hour in the day and did not sleep till the next morning.. siao right??
Till here then.. Tomorrow labour day. Another day of REvise Revise Revise ! haiis !
happy studying my friends =/ tata !
10:13 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
=_= its around 503 am now.. Just had a cold bath. The weather is so hot !!! hate this weather. Ants kept appearing in front of me, making me feel itchy all over my body. YUKS! Ran through aga-ly at the chapters required later for the physic test. hope can score .. Only had a hr plus of sleep just now. So tired !!!
and now, my head is spinning. -.- okay then, i'll have a hr or less rest ! shall update soon !
TaTa, Jiayou everyone ! Takkaires
5:02 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Monday, April 28, 2008
Today, woke up at 10am . So So So sleepy.. =.= Played game a while and took a bath. Actually meeting ahzhu at 10am but i end up meeting her at 1200. I this bad bad girl friend made her waited alone for 2 hr ! lucky, she was not angry. When i reached there, she was like.. Cindy ! how siia, the yesterday guy called me twice ! then i was like LOLS?! so evil right me.. =x We went to have lunch and then i helped her the SMs the yesterday that one to say that ahzhu hp is prepaid can't reply..After makan-ing, we went to the library and sat on the sofa.. So nice to sit xD Then we looked through the courses pamplet. haha, we looked for 'handsome' guy in the book and kept laughing . I disturbed her about the yesterday guy . muahahaha.. then gary was there, and we were like talking about english paper that we were taking later. xD was thinking what type of question will come out. hahaaa.. After that, we went to the hall.. ahzhu and i was nervous lor..
Phew, we managed to finish our paper. xDD and paper 2 was the same. hope can pass bahhs.. On the way out of the gate, i took pictures of our soft toy.. XDD
Ahzhu's and mine
cute rite?! xDD hahahaha.. We went to teck whye market to look for foods.. I bought breads and sour plum juice, ahzhu bought fries, jiajia bought waffles and ruiling bought takoyaki. ahhaa. after that, we went on separated ways. XDD . i took 975 home, disguisting smells in the bus.. I tahan on my way till i get off the bus.. had "shark fin soup" mum made yesterday and dinner.. Don't know what to say.. But quite pissed off with brother just now.. He went to the kitchen, without me knowing, He Drank my soup ! when i entered the kitchen, i was like, OI! what are you doing.. ZZZzzz.. what ever whatever.. ZZZZZzzzzz...
Tomorrow is physic paper.. Very scared siia.. ! okay, till here then, had to revise for my physic. otherwise, die..
These few days may not be posting up much due to mid r examination, very very very busy and tired.. x]
Signing off now ! taTA.. takkaire my friends =] And all the best for ur mid-yr !
My DouDou
9:21 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
27.4.08 Sunday Woke around 945, started gaming for a while. So lucky ! , i've gotten AOA . WEeee~~ tyco xDD Went out at around 1245 reached Jurong at 130 plus. Waited for ahzhu. Before We went to library, we bought some pasar malam food. The person whom served us like for second time looked like one of our senior whom we not close to. XD Then we crap lor. then bought liao, went to macdonald see if the guy whom is shuai to ahzhu was there a not.. Too bad, not there xD ahzhu bought strawberry milkshake and i bought vanilla milkshake. xDD Went to watson to get mineral water XD.. WEnt into the library, kena stopped as no food and drinks to be brought into library.. So, we put into plastic bag then go inside lor.. Went to 4th floor.. Don't know whats wrong, people were staring at me.. i know i very ugly la, no need see see liao then laugh maa.. zzzz... got some books and both ahzhu and i went downstair to look for ruiling and her tuision teacher. Before that, we went to 3rd floor to browse around, and i took some picture..
So ugly and lame
We sat at the table with them at the beginning. After that, we shifted to the next table as there were 2 vacancy xD Took some pictures too xD
Scenery
So untidy table xD
After the 2 ladies left the table, we asked ruiling and her tuision teacher to shift and sit with us xDD They went for break and came back. Me and Ahzhu went to toilet and took pictures again . So ziLian one =x
Me and ahzhu[ she was doing retard face x] ]
During taking pictures, ruling too joined us xD and took some pictures.. After that, ahzhu and me went to cafe downstair to take a bite.. She Ordered chocolate cake and i ordered curry puff xDD
After that we went upstair.. Did some works and slacked.. We went upstair to put back the books we took and went to second floor the round chair there. View very nice xD we sat there and took pictures.. Muahahaha.. the round chair very nice to sit siia =x
i took pictures out of lame-ness
Sit as if the library my home =x
After that, we packed and went to lot1 to have our dinner.. We passed through the pasar malam and bought food from the same vendor again.. Again, the same person served us. LOLS! then he asked for telephones . I think ah he was interested in ahzhu =x .. he so paiseh ! lols.. because ahzhu said that only if i gave handphone then she gave. So i gave also lor.. We reached lot 1 and intended to eat food junction. Went to basement, It had moved to 4th floor.. grr.. We went there lor.. Renovated until so Nice siia. The price also very nice -_- , ahzhu ate her prata and i ate Century egg fried rice.. not bad . Hahaha ! the vendor smsed ahzhu but not me. LOLS! see that, he was interested in her =x oops, ahzhu mai kill me when see this hor . =x .
My Sister called me to buy food home for them.. Felt as if i'm a maid.. hell ! they made my day so lousy the day before and now.. -.-!! gahhs, nvm. went to popular to get some stationary and went downstair to Mr.Bean. Bought beancurd for my family and i bought bandung super soya milk. and a soft toy to match with ahzhu. xDD
After that, we went separated way. She walked home and i took 975 home. So crowded ! reached home and drank my drink.
Finished
So so Tired ! i fell asleep on the sofa all the way till midnight 1230. I was perspiring.. So hot! i took a bath and then fell onto my bed and slept .. The next day is english paper.. and do not need to report to school very early..
8:45 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
26/4/08 Saturday Woke up early in the monring around 745am Wash up and got dressed. Took 975 to school. reached school around 830am. Waited Ms lin with ruiling for 15 mintues. Then went to IT resource for a bit of chemistry consultation. Finally cleared my doubts on Isomers of Alkene..
At 9am, rushed up to classroom. -.- Dead tired. Then they said they had changed venue. Dangs.. Went to Room beside AVA to have our physic lesson. Mdm samarni bought us food. I had a packet of green tea and one curry puff.. Then had lesson all the way till 1230pm. Had lunch with jiajia and ruiling.. till around 1 plus.. During Makaning, lots of funny happened. shall not further elaborate. But, i saw band alumni xDD so funny.. i had my chicken rice =] fries, and sour plum juice =] After that, rushed home to bath etc. jiajia and Ahzhu went to the library first. Since ruiling and I will be late, both of us met each other at the jurong control station . We walked to the library together.. Before proceeding to the fifth floor to meet up with them, Ruiling had her straberryy Moo and i had my Mocha favourite plus ice cream . Hohooh.. So full at that time ! WEnt to the fifth floor, there was event going on. So loud !.. hahahaas
All of us stayed around the stage area to do our stuff.. We Were talking via shouting -.- So loud .. and laughing our way. =] During breaks, jiajia,ahzhu and me went to pasar malam to get some food and helped ruiling to buy as she was looking after our belongings..We took pictures of scenery there too, so nice =] At around 6 plus, jiajia and ahzhu went home. Ruiling and I went downstair to look for tables to do our work.. But, both of us end up doing not much but lame-ing and laughing..XD oops, i'm the one who started it.. LOLS! At around 8 plus, both of us went to the toilet before leaving the library as it closes at 830pm. In toilet, we took pictures xD hahahs Took a lot, but i shall post up a little =]
Scenery
Sunset
Ruiling n me
We went separate ways after that. Her mum drove her and i went to Mrt station to take a train back to CCK mrt station to meet up with my parents. My family and I went to Northpoint to catch a movie, Forbidden kingdom.
The movie is very nice =] Highly Recommended !
After watching, Actually wanna go to Mad jack to have chicken chop etc.. But, the shop is closed so we went to changi to had our DimSum..
The food there, seriously very yummy !
Many things happened during eating.. Very unpleasant..So SoSoSO angry that day.. Hais ! due to tiredness, i did not say anything and slept in the car till i reached home..When i went home, i washed up then fall asleep on my bed...
Had assembly in the morning, regarding some fighting stuff happening in the lower sec. i find it so .. nothing to say.. half an hour of lesson gone.
Had Emath for an hour and half an hour for Amath. I like Amath =] Then after that physic, some part still blur blur,shall read up my own more !
Had recess, Dots.. At this point of time, sorry if i suddenly cold or flare or kept quiet to anyone.. i'm kinda easily irritated nowadays: 1] nt enough sleep 2] EXAMS 3] sensitive
I really don't like dragging when my time is so packed and had lots of other stuffs to do. Therefore, i tend to plan things very suddenly, do things very fast, walk very fast, straight-forward.. Really, these days were test and test and test !. Homework were flooding and we had test test test ! What to do, this year is major exam.. Can't do anything maa, just had to complete things damn fast and get it settle so have more time to catch up and rest..
Hais ! I remember that yesterday when walking up the class, a group of girls walking in straight-line, occupying the stair from left to right, blocking me.. I was trying to pass through but they like so zzz.. walking the stair as if going walk walk or shopping.. the bell has rang and was already running late, yet they like so ignorant.. ZZZzzz so pissed off at that time. Ben Da xiao jie want chiong up still dang wo de lu.. somemore Pi gu so qiao when walking.. ZZZzzz, dunno what should i name them lor..
Gahhs, my mood now very racked ! hell hell hell !..
After recess, had bio lesson. i revised my ss. Was very nervous for it.. After that, had chinese lesson. Took paper 2, So very sleepy.. The passages was very boring except for the last passage.. I nearly fell asleep.. After handed it up, we need to mark the front part.. unbelievable man ! my fist part scored 1/20.. OH my?! bad.. After that, went to toilet with ahzhu and took some pictures. Maybe shall put up some other days..
From left: jiajia,meizhu, me [super ugly look in school], ruiling
Had SS test, not enough time to FInish! die.. zzz Well, i not sure about how am i going to score for it.. ..
Hopeless.. -.- REach home and blahblahblah...
Tomorrow morning had to go school at 8 plus am.. then end around 11 am plus then will be having lunch . After that, i'll proceed to somewhere to study..
Hope tomorrow a better better day and that i've cover some chapters ASAP! Very tired, Signing off here now ! will post tomorrow night =]
Tata ~ <3>Today's the highest hit in unique visitors =] : 44 (Not much, but to me, Its really.. i'm happy xDD )
Thanks friends for visiting me ! <3
Tarts =] see the heart shape in the centre? xD nt so clear oO
11:43 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Will post later x] Start with the post today with videos. xD
Jack sent me this
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6:56 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Hello! Its 225am now ! Here i am, posting about today :D
I slept yesterday without doing my work and had not much revision, bad. But, i had the right time for sleeping as i do not feel sleepy for like 75% of today ! Wasn't long sleep, but it seem like i had sufficient and just right sleep time. hahahaa.
Amath lesson, sat with liyan. We were laughing -.-!! she lorr, i pass her my last 2 mento sweet. i said i wanted one too xD , she took one out for me, for some time. -.-!! When she took out, the mento sweet was out of shape ! i was like oO! then =_=!!.. she kept laughing. I just ate it . She finished off the last one x] . During physic lesson, paid attention and made notes. Can understand quite a lot xD.. During CL lesson, sat with liyan. It was chinese narrative essay test. ! Grrrr, My sister borrowed my chinese dictionary from me this morning as she had chinese essay compeitition. Fortunately, liyan has it, so i borrow from her too in times of need. Took so long to plan =.=, i did not manage to complete all. -.-!!!
First 15 min of recess, i stayed in class and revised a little for geog. Last 15 minutes, i went down to the canteen and had some bites as it is a long way to the next break.-.-. Took a bite and i went upstairs. During AM lesson, sat alone as my partner was back so no sits available for liyan to come. During EL lesson, pheww.. did not get scolded for not doing 1997 compre as most of the classmate did not do. During SS lesson, today was fun and learnt lots of things.. Hope i could apply 100% of it for tomorrow's test. During geog lesson, had geog test.. manage to do it.. No time ! i had lots to say but no time.. -.-.. my hand so so pain as i write at a very fast speed and continuously..
SS test after geog today was cancelled! and was postphoned to tomorrow ! weeets !~~ more time to prepare and not so stress.. xD
Went home via 975. My bad was extremely HEAVY today.. i left my physic textbook in class =x. It was still heavy -.- rushed home, bath and i replied some tags.. then i fell asleep at around 7 plus all the way till 9 plus.. then sms liyan to ask for hw etc.. hohoho, she waked me up at 12am. See, she so hao xin.. She even tell me, dun go sleep again hor twice . then she go to sleep. Thanks ahhs !! xDD I woke up and start updating a little on blog, bloghopping and did my amath homework just. xD
Hohoho, till here then ! tomorrow i'll continue posting. muaaahahas next week is mid-year exam, i must work hard !
-I wonder whats on tomorrow night as i overheard conversation among my parents these days about watching movie then had supper oO??
Signing off, Tata ~~
Later 1] 1997 english comprehension 2] rest a little 3] go school
Some songs to share =]
Hmmm, before listening to this song,remember off the BG song on the right panel of the blog, at the music corner =], like that no interuption ma xDD
-> dunno true anot, but i dun think true lehs oO, but also quite true lehs? dunno ! Maybe as times pass, i will know =D
11:20 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
A very sleepy day ! I slept at around 3 am last night. =[
During Emath lesson, we go through the worksheet given on monday. tried to pay attention but failed to in the last 10 minutes. grrr.. Biology lesson, i did some works on chemistry, tried not to sleep. -.- Chemistry lesson, Jinfang never come =[ i sad alone. Gone through the paper on alkene, did very badly. Done some corrections and i did for jinfang too. Approached ms lin regarding some consultation thingy. Needa brush up Mole concept,alkene at the moment and etc. CME lesson was converted to biology lesson. I filed up all my papers into respective subjects file and packed a little. after half an hour, ms ng talked about AIDS then i asked my partner whats the lesson now. i think she said it's CME so i paid a little attention. I not sure -.-. Vivian was doing her stuff while ms ng was talking. I not sure.. -.- then, after 15 minutes, i decided.. Maybe its Bio, so i never listen. I lay on my table. Fell asleep for 15 minutes =x .Energy charged! .
English lesson. Just like normal..
After lesson, I hurried home as not to waste anymore time. Took 975 with sis,jiajia and sis's classmates.. Did some not funny jokes inside the bus, and i knocked my head on the mirror.. GAHS! disadvantage of having this height -_-. rushed home, took a bath and then fell asleep at 3pm. slept till 330 pm, ahzhu called. Too reluctant to wake up, so i continue sleeping for awhile. woke up at 4pm. Seem like i'm running late!. I did my 'leg facial' then its about 4.30.
Was raining cats and dogs . So hell~~.. fighting against the strong wind and rain with my umbrella. -.-. Was about to reach the bus stop, and there was no bus at the moment.-.- .
puddles of murky water on the floor, i tried to jump over. When i'm about to jump over, i saw the bus. I wanted to run and thought the bus driver had see me waving at him signalling to wait. Unfortunately, he LEFT just like that. I was quite pissed off, and started blabbering 1-2 words of !@#%^&. i walked to the bus stop and with my foot in the floodss -.-. the wind so strong that my umbrella nearly fly away. T_T.
Was slightly late meeting ahzhu. Reached CC and i washed my foot. so dirty.. then both of us entered the MAcdonald. Actually thought of buying milkshake, but it wasn't available there.-.- We bought ice latte and apple pie. we did some revisi0n and begin to set our target.
At around 6.40 + we rushed to nearby coffeeshop to have our dinner. chicken rice. then we hurry makan. Both of us bought Pao for teacher as we must show gratitude to teacher. -.- then like last few times seeing him had not had his dinner and had to eat late after the lesson. AHZhu crap lor.. anyhow say only.. we laughed all the way to the IT resource room.. saw mdm sumarni on the way. Ahzhu made me abit paiseh by sprouting noncence.. dots dots. next time i sarbo her anyhow ! =x .. then had revision . then afer that around 830 plus we left and walked around TW market to hunt for things to buy -.- .. We had conversation on the way. [ we shared lots of things together. like, opinions and gossips =x and lame jokes ] Through the CC, saw dennis. his hair was dyed. lols. said hi and we left the cc.. ahzhu continued walking home and i stayed at the bus stop. I missed the previous 975 . gahhs ! just when i'm sms-ing liyan, nicole and mr tan came. Lols. so funny.. heard they were facing some funny things just.. therefore, had to avoid them and came to this bus stop. haha..
Took the bus, and i ran home.. Tommorrow have Geog and SS test.. Gonna complete some works tonight and revise a little.. i must make it !! >:O kambattee !!
i think i will have to work through the night agains ! hoho, got time then i post more things up. xD
BRB tata
> Busy but can reply tags ASAP. =D Thanks for hopping by my blog. thanks !
10:31 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Today, Nothing really special. Had Chem lesson in the morning, Was talking about liao-zhai to amanda xD before and after chem lesson. We and amanda keep singing songs. muahahaas, my singing is bad duhh.. -.- Had PE lesson, took the retest with ahzhu, for standing broad jump. To my surprise, i actually manage to pass it. For the first time 15x, second jump i don't know why, but i manage to hit 16x.. miracle isn't it?! Lols.. then we proceed to the first floor to have our pull-up tests. i managed to get 14. -.-!!! but it seemed so fake.. -.- forget it.. Watched the boys do their pull up.. Some so flexible siia ! so nice to watch xD.. after that, mother tongue lesson. Gone through paper, i've got 50/70.. quite okay okay.. -.-!!! then recess. Ate with ahzhu, we bought rice from chinese stall. After makan, both of us went to our respective classes to have our physic lesson. Well oh well, i manage to understand :D. After that, contact time. They had bio . So, i studied my geog and rest a little.. after resting, I've charged a little ! wooohoo. After that ENglish lesson, had homework ! due tommorrow morning.. oh dead.. >=[.. then had breaks in between. Ahzhu,ruiling,jiajia and me studied and revised hard for our geog.. Theres no test, but it sure really benefit us ! during that time, class so =.="" screaming, running here and there etc and i heard my fav song while i'm sitting alone revising hard for my geog.. i sang along, but i stopped , I MUST FOCUS!
so continued study till Ms teo come.. we did our revision paper as this thursday is our geog test. Hope i can score well, i really prepared hard for it ! After that, Ahzhu and i actually thought of going library to complete our geog and maybe some other work, but library ain't open. ZZzz! So we sat outside the HOD room. we complete first question and we talked about our childhood and primary school life, we had lots to share ! We left school around 6 plus and went to teckwhye market to shop for food. hungry~~ then she bought her waffle peanut, i bought waffle stick and fries.. i went to bus stop and she continued to walk home. Just when i'm standing looking out for my bus to come, bus 985 came.. i din't bother to look much as it was not the bus i'm going to take.. i turned my head and i saw mr tan.. So funny .. i'm like oOoO.. hahas.. so funny..
Went home, beside me got tall ahem, so o0o0, =.=!~~~~, bus so squeezy today can?! no lahhs, its not only today. haha, just kidding.. i squeezed my way out and chiong home.. reached home liao then blogged the previous posts.. and makan and then bath.. haven take a nap yet ! zzzz. now, i still blogging.. and i haven touch my ENGlish homework ~~ DEADmEAT which i'm supposed to time.. well, maybe i go sleep now and wake up later to do [ chances are small] or i do now and then go sleep.. hahaha..
Tml gonna be a long day ! and i most probably will return home late around 2130 plus.. XD ARghhh ! my english must tml morning pass up T_T
Till here then ! Stay tunnee. [flat or sharp ahhs? =x ]
看着镜子里的我 心里的话不敢说出来 会不会解脱 tonight Ye I wanna cry I wanna cry 直到你明白 我的全世界停在tonight I wanna try I wanna try 有没有未来 不准谁遗忘变坏tonight
牵我的手 La la la la 眨眼 明天 会不会改变 而我们 只存在tonight
牵我的手 La la la la
12:04 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
SWEETSTUFF!
Muahhss x]
Food !
Cheese Tarts, they are yummy ! Mum bought it one of the days last week, forget when, the cheese taste not bad ! but then, i think without the raspberry thingy in the middle or lesser will be better !
Taaa-daa~
I'm kinda chocolate madness these days ! gahhs ! i've put on weight ! eeeyer !
Ferrero rocher, oops for the picture quality, blurred
M&M milk choco !
M&M mini choco ! [ love the container, its pink-ed! ]
Smarties, [Ms Ng bought for the whole class and gave us last week]
ChocoMint ! love it love it love it ! [ too bad, school is not selling it anymre ! =/ ]
Hoho, somewhere mysterious ! [ corner of my bed. FYI: i slept alone on my big big bed, my favourite bed xDD, i love to sleep =x ]
Pink-ed!
My piglet
Bunny !
Whole Pink
plus black
Pink poporing =x [ anyhow call , look like it is from RO? XD]
Minnie mouse xD
HoHoHo, this is a random post =x Crapps..
8:19 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Thursday, 17/4/08 Nothing special happened today, just shit shit shit..Had Emath lesson. Followed by PE, not much running as we were taking napha tests. Took sit and reach today. i reached 52. i thought i could push more further but my head knocked onto the metal bar. obstruct my way ! gahhs. nvm nvm. had Cl lesson. followed by recess the chem then EL then ss. So so draggy.. the period had come ! I freezed.. my hand felt so cold. =.= bad bad bad bad bad bad bad ending. after lesson, ms teo called me and xxx. -.-!! got scolded...I just felt so blanked.. -_-.. i hope this thing will end here and not go on again. I felt so miserable and my tears flood me.. zzz. After that, went home.. Nothing really.. very tired..Got a new printer today ! woohoo.. xD its very much better than my old one which only have one function !
Friday,18/4/08 It's a friday today.. A tiring one i think.. Physic lesson, i tried to pay attention to my fullest ! Got back the previous test paper, thanks god, i've achieved A2 for the first time. after that, amath. As usual, sat with liyan. We would sneak eating chocolate during lesson =x. After that chem. then recess then biology. the rest of my classmate watched a video. meanwhile, i did my own work. I can't afford to waste time man ! i've dropped bio, so i must make full use of time. O lvl coming.. =.=!. after that, had chinese lesson. we did paper2. After chinese lesson, went to band.. My last day T_T, i tried to teach smiley.. hope he can really make it ! Don't give up ! must jiayou.. hope he don't disappoint me lors.. -.- .. then after keeping the instrument.. I kept linger around my case. I really can't bear to leave it ! It had been with me through rain or shine.. I remembered times that i brought the trumpet with me out of home and school. It accompanied me through the long journey. i really love it.. i kept asking, is it possible if i want to buy the school trumpet? i don't want others ehhs..? this is the most comfortable trumpet to me.. T_T!!!.. Brass members got henta due to some reasons that happened 2 days ago.. After that, i went home.. blahblahblah..
Saturday, 19/4/08 Woke up in a draggy mode..Thought of going out, but seem like no one wants to. -.-!! i on computer and used it.. till around 3 plus.. i really got so bored. i went back to ahma home.. went to bukit batok centre to get some things and food. Got home and ate my food.. gahhs ! dad was at home, i dare not let him see my food as dinner was going to be ready soon.. While he was in the room resting, i hurried to kitchen and swallow my chicken rice down..-.- .. within like, not even 5 minutes, i ate finish..then ate dinner down too.. -.-! so fat me.. -.-!!! at night, used the computer all the way till morning 4 am. finally RO is opened in morning 3 plus am.. i chiong in lorr.. play until my eye want close.. for some reason, RO was closed down for almost 1week. -.-..
Sunday,20/4/08 Woke up at 930 plus.. slept not much.. played RO for awhile, got ready and went out to jurong library. i wore the class T and ahzhu wore the class T for sec2 one.. first, i went to lot1 and had my breakfast/lunch. hahaha.. after that, i took the train down. There got pasar malam siia ! Without looking much, i hurried to the library.. cannot waste time as i will go there later.. Got into the library, no sits liao ! T_T!! i went to the last floor and sat in between the shelves.. at around 2/3 plus, ahzhu come liao. at that time, i left 1 question before i completed my amath homework. xDD when she came, i helped her a little but not that much as i also do not know how to do.. i did my chinese homeworks with ahzhu's homework for reference.. xD then after she done some, she went to browse for books to borrow.. around 5.10 we decided to go shop pasar malam, so hungry ! xD.. before we left, we browse through the library. she borrowed 5 chinese books and i borrowed 3. -.-! she asked me pei her borrow, then i borrow lor.. then we went through the entertainment centre and to the pasar malam. we bought food and settle ourselves at the mrt there de staircase and makan.. So malu ! people all passed by and looked at us.. -_-.. after finishing our food, we went back to macdonald situated at the entertainment centre. she bought vanilla milkshake and i bought chocolate milkshake. xD then we took the train home. So fun today ! muaahahaa, and we did some work. xD so so so so shuang.. The next day is the day ! i gonna be conducting.. T_T , i'm noobb..
Monday,21/4/08 xD , i've succeeded though its some kinda of weird.. hahaa ! i felt something, so unexplainable holding the stick which name is called baton[am i spelling it wrongly?? ] hahahas.. i'm the only sec4. muahah, but, considered as my last day then xDD..phewphewphew.. My eye so tiring. -.-! regreted staying up till 1 when i could already slept at 11 last night.. -.- watched the liao-zhai.. hahhaa... so sleepy day.. had extra lesson after school. eat and eat and eat non stop.. so fat ! gahhs !! eat with liyan. and liyan finished my tibits in my bag and my chocomint. LOLS~~ she also eat and eat and eat.. but, she won't get fat but i will T_T!!! nvm, ate a lot and spent a lot.. went to walkwalk teckwhye market with liyan,kehhui and ahzhu. bought food along the way.. and i carried the 1.5Litre vanilla coke and some tibits home too ! no money zzz.. actually wanted to buy chocolate.. but no money liao.. =[.. Very very tiring day.. the next day have geog.. =/ , then have to prepare and study.. i do not know what will happen the next day.. =/ i studied on my bed as sis occupied her table and mummy occupied my table as she need to do her work.. while studying, i fell asleep ! my godd.. !!! did not manage to do my work =/ but its okay, not that much.. -.-!!!
P/s> long post of last few days..
7:35 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
A dead day for me today.. I went to school restlessly, i'm afraid to face the day.. When i got off my dad's car outside the school, ms teo's car went passed. As i'm walking into the school, i saw ms ng and ms teo from far.. My heartbeat very fast T_T..
Assembly, i do not dare to look around or face up, i'm afraid to see them. had math lesson, hopefully i learnt something ! i begin to fall in love with math again.. maybe?? after that biology, I sure to see ms ng . i'm very scared when she passed by me..I did some of my angmoh homework..
After that math again.. I love amath...i sat with liyan. So we did some questions and mdm mary helped us in the homework questions as its very hard.
Did not went to recess today, i continued my english work.. then during mother tongue had listening compre test. Able to survive.. I lay my head down went doing as i kept recalling what happened yesterday. hatehatehate myself ! it seem like i can't let it go and forgive myself.. in the end, they replays the stories for us to check.. but i completed and felt so blank.. I put my paper on my lap and lay my head on my hand. I fell asleep a little.. after that, my energy was charged up ! .. So terrible to see that my composition went out of point, I'm really bad in my language.. i don't understand the question perhaps.. During english lesson, gone through the summary. Halfway going through, our principal came in.. he gave us back our result slip. I've dwn very badly.. but the marks from test 1 to 3 for some is improving, glad to see that although overall sucks.. this result slip is so ugly..
I have so much to cover looking at the paper that teacher gave us today to check for our midyr exams.. Time is running like a running tap ! non-stop,precious and so much !~
After that, heard some recording did by some of my classmates, sound totally different ! i did not get to hear mine.. Its funnny !~~ then after that, went to eat lunch with ahzhu and jiajia . i swallowed all my food as band was starting... =_= lame.. went to band. Had combined with sec1s. ALex did not come, so afraid if we were playing overture jubiloso.. SO SO scary.. We did training as a band.. and juniors played.. Glad to hear lijuan playing solo and rosmantri trying his best but did nnot manage to play.. happy that joyce and catherine played solo too.. i feel so noob .. Mr ng said i got nice tone.. But then, With the tone, still not there yet, i'm still very noob in theory T_T.. Horrrible me... I felt so paiseh.. Got a news from Kaiting that, sec 4s will be having the last band practice this friday 18/4/08. I going to miss the times, i love my trumpet. I love it a lot. I don't bear to leave it.. I love it ! I remembered the times since sec1s though most of my clssmates/friends had forgotten.. I still remmebered bits..
I got into band when i'm in sec 1 as it was my first choice ! .. But that year to me really sucks, I placed everything wrongly and resulted in this state i'm in. Miserable sec1 times.. I'm the slowest learner there during my sec1 time, and everytime i got into band, i sure to forget how to play the trumpet . And Mr Ng taught me one to one as the rest had progressed very fast. I felt so demoralised at that time as the otheres were busy practising for their program and i can't participate as i know shit in the music scores.. i'm left alone.. I run away from going band and joined my friends at mediabyte.. I joined the maya animation course to avoid band and of course to learn something new.because of maya, i got excuse to run away from band. During the selection for counsilor, my name was listed and i'm able to go for the interview. I missed the interview as i had to go for the maya course as its very expensive.. So, many oppotunities gone.. I got said by my seniors to come to band prac..
i missed band prac for like months to next year Because to avoid scolding from teachers, i turned up the next year. I felt like i must be strong, can't be looked down by others ! . i befriend with the cornet. When i first got it, its very dirty. As times passed, it turned chio =P, i special care to it.. After some time, i had to change to trumpet. I really can't bear to leave it.. Its a cornet going through with me in my hard times and i proved myself.. I can play.. i got the trumpet . ITs very very dirty ! i was like eee when i hold it.. Slowly, i became friend and got used to it.. I clean off the dirty patches.. IT was like new after i maintained it.. Lols! and it was the shiniest trumpet among my section xD i feel so and some others feel so too xD
I can automatically play it and even improved on my tone.. i participated in performance.. But at that time, my problem was confidence issue, It is still with me till now =_=These years, i really put in my interest and effort into making music.. But i still so noob now laa... I must thanks My korkor who invited me to N.I.E youth band to playplay a couple of times, and i really learnt something there. COnfidence built up slightly.. as i think i get some motivation to go even better playing a trumpet.. These year, i've developed a strong feeling to my trumpet.. Although it has scratches here and there, but to me, its the best and most beautiful trumpet ! i love it.. IT accompany me through lots of times.. i really can't bear to leave it.. this friday is my last day compulsory to go band.. I'm afraid to pass down this trumpet. Worst is that passing to someone whom i don't trust that he or she able to treat my love well and seriously.. I'll will come back even i'm not needed.. T_T.. next year is SYF etc, really feel like participating. eEyer, why alumni can't join in de > I miss miss miss my love for sure.. Today after band, maintained the instru. Gahhs, i felt so moody as friday is my last day T_T.. sorry to some juniors if i got impatient with u guys.. Must always take care of the instrument ! I gonna miss my trumpet and i saw how you guys go to the trumpet, i fed so fed up.. [keep dropping parts of trumpet, did not take the intru seriously, doing things not asking that will damage the instru, when i see, i got so heartpain and fed up.. ]
Tommorrow's day gonna by shity and sucky.. And the last period i gonna face the teacher whom i let down T_T . i'm so scared ! moreover, there is PE tommorrow and other subjects which to me so =_=. Well welll.. I must go revise and go my work etc.
maybe if free then update :] Till here then, signing off, Tata~
Ps> long post today =_=
8:44 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Yesterday was a extremely unpleasant day and i will not forget ! Blame on my stupidity and i had no confidence in myself... i hate myself ='[
Yesterday, As usual. Amath lesson, i begging to enjoy all the amath i had. I must concentrate and buck up on my math. During CME, i did my mole revision. During recess, ate normally...
After recess, A time, a period that i will never ever FORGET! We had a class test. Its total mark is 7. It consisted of 3 question. When i got the paper, i hurried and started. I'm about to complete my last sentence of the last question and i can slack after that.. But, when i was about to finish off my test. XXX peeped into her file for the answer of question 2 and copied exactly and i finished that question already.. She told me that i can look at the answer she had copied directly.. At that time, natural reaction as some of my friends say, i looked.. and ms teo was not around.. Then as i looked into her answer, i'm very puzzled as i don't get what she means in the sentence so i looked for a very long time. My answer was totally different but i did not intend to copy or change.As i'm looking, i did not notice that Ms teo was already at the door step staring at me. She kept quiet and i felt so flustered. My heart sank thinking, "die...how am i suppose to do? die... T_T" I feared to look into her eyes.. I feared to .. I felt like crying but i can't. Its my fault and i cry for what.. I'm so scared, I felt restless for the rest of the period.
My mind was total blank. This was the first time i encounter this problem.. I felt so regret and stupid.. I kept blaming myself. Why do I want to look at that moment as i had already going to finish my test?! She said and i do? Am i a dog? I so Obedient for what?! i got the right to not look !.. I felt so guilty.. I beared my tears, I felt so helpless too.. For the whole assembly, i felt so.. zz.. Then, after assembly.. I stayed in a group with ahzhu and the rest. Only some knew about this at that time. Miss Ng passed me and asked me to come with her.. She asked me what happened during lesson. And i admit that i peeped into xxx paper.. And i got scolded and said.. I felt so miserable. But, i try to hide my tears. Its my fault ! I nearly leaked out something which i will cause my classmates into trouble. I don't want to. Usually, During test or what ever, the group of classmates don't really so close with me and i do not feel like depending on them ever eversince the incident happened a few weeks ago, i did everything by my own, but, yesterday, she want to share with me her copied answer..
I'm so worried.. I worried that Ms Ng might tell my parent.. I had disappointed them..
Even IF i did not copy but i peep, it considered as cheating ! that is a test. I'm So stupid and useless ! I hate myself deeply. I felt like jumping off the building.. I hate myself to the core. I sucks ! WHY AM I SO STUPID?! after talking to miss ng, i continue to bear my tears hard.. When i got into my class, amanda suddenly said that i seemed to be drunk.. I'm total blankness at that time and I felt so giddy and i want to sleep and not facing all these.. I broke into tears as i approached amanda.. I cried so hard and i kept saying ," I did a very wrong and shameful act !" I hate myself... after tearing so hard.. My eye felt so closey.. I took my bag and i went downstair to look for xxx.. As i think i heard ms ng said that she do also need to apologise.. i told her, but i did not know how to explain why she need to as i'm the one whom was at fault.But, in the end. she said that if she was needed then inform her again..
I approached ahzhu as she was my close friend. At that time, i need supports and accompany as i felt so helpless... She said lots of things. I felt so gratefull.. Afterall, i'm still the one at fault i admit! she had lesson so she went to class.. i'm left alone waiiting at the table as ms teo and a few teachers went out of school. I waited since 2.30. XXX went home. =_= . i really so helpless.. At around 3 plus, lijuan and eeting accompany me.. they are nice juniors.. Then i saw a red car driving in, my heart beat faster.. As she walked into the foryer, i ran to her.. i apologise and she asked me why.. I explain and some things she said ms ng also had said... What she said was right, I have no confidence in myself, At this stage of time, i still doing this kinda things.. Major exams is going to take place soon.. And i still like that.. I hate myself to the extreme.. I sucks... I bear my tear at the beginning.. but in the end, i broke out.. my heart totally sank to the bottom.. I think i had leaked out some things and i did not mean to..As i'm saying, i felt tongue-tied and my throat Took over me and did not let me to talked as maybe I controlled of not leaking out..I Felt so sorry... Maybe Its a wake up call for now, that we should do things our own and not to C.O.P.Y.. I regreted.. AND I will not commit this again ! Its my first time and last time in my life to look into peop's paper during test.. I really regreted.. THE feeling was very bad.. i hope that people reading this will understand and not to commit the same mistake i did.. Or maybe the stupidity of mine..
After the conversation, lijuan and eeting accompanied me.. And lijuan asked eeting to pei me home as maybe they afraid i might do something even wrong and that bad will happen to me.. On the way to bus stop, i remembered that i need to pass up my chem file as I do not want to get into unneccessory trouble again.. i asked eeting to help me and not to worry me as i can go home on my own and i will turn up the next day.. I felt so grateful to those friend who accompanied me through these helpless short time i had.. I really had enough of today.. I'm sorry teachers, I let you all down. I hate myslef.. I felt like i had a bad time facing them in future.. I'm so afraid to ! If ever time can rewind, i will not want to do that again !
When i reached home, i bear my tears again.. gahhhs! so tearfull.. i told my sister and asked her to keep it.. I went to toilet and cried... I do not dare to cry at home when i got problems outside home..I don't really share my problems with my family.. they do not know all or most.. i don't dare to.. i felt like having a hard time communicating to them. They don't understand me.. Sometimes, when they talked ,nagged or scold at me.. I either reply very short or don't reply as i got the experience of replying also wrong, never reply also wrong.. I tried to avoid conflict.. I take what they said and did not argue.. But they say i ignoring them etc.. My family member also said that i had attitude problem.. I tried to avoid problems and this label came across??
I seriously do not want to get into trouble or spoiling the peacefulness.. I cried in school etc, but they did not know things about it.. i remembered last year, i cried very horribly during lantern festival and my sister was shock and worry... That was not my worst time i had before, maybe thats her first time seeing me being like that thats why she was so scared.. It seem like friends know me more than my family.. I kept the incident i had yesterday from my parents, i'm afraid.. I did not mean to do so.. Hais! Very very unlucky, stupid day i had.. For the whole night, i did not eat my dinner.. seriously no appetite and i'm so sleepy.. After i got home ystd and cried finished in toilet.. I fell asleep on my bed with my school uniform on ! So so so tired.. I hoped this kinda things don't happen again.. I'm afraid to face the next day... I'm really very afraid ...
yesteday was the day i will never very forget.. I'm sorry...
7:36 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Monday, April 14, 2008
Today, went school early.. Walking to bus stop like my head and leg so heavy.. So tired and sleepy.. Felt like world is spinning non stop, very giddy and not well.. Finally, i reached school.. I sat at the staircase and slept for a little so i asked adrain to wake me when they were to fall in. During fall in, 1 of the announcement made stunned me.. I'm really shocked. The day i feared had come again ! Kaiting said next week will be my turn to conduct the band. Oh my god? Gahs ! this is my first time conducting and an experience i must try and not fear of ! hehs ! Can i make it?? i not really sure duhh..
Before playing majulah and after majulah, something unpleasant happened. It somewhat affect my day much.. I felt a little guilty too.. I'm a so called senior although i'm not really senior in the music world than alex. But, today as the majors said.. The juniors never work hard and Alex blow the trumpet until lips bleed.. I feel very bad too.. I'm too noob T_T. so sad can?? very worrying for my juniors seriously. When can they play ?! =_= Nevermind ! with persevere and determination, they can make it.
1] Not much slacking 2] serious ! It ain't funny 3] Try best not to give up !
Hais, well.. have to work on that =_= . Went to lesson. First period, Amath. I've learnt something.. I began to feel like concentrating during lesson no matter how sleepy i am ! i must control myself.. during lesson, felt so hungry ! =,= after that, had mother tongue.. Sometime, i really lost confident in myself in chinese subjects.. i Felt like, i can't do better, so demoralise ahhs ! =_= . After that, Physics. Teacher never come . Don't really know how i felt at that time. Talked to jinfang all the way, but, i did my work, left a few questions. During recess, i went down to eat. So hungry ! i cannot stand for another hour .. Otherwise, i will really faint as my condition so =_=.. I'm wondering: " Am i sick?!" i do not have fever... Blanked minded..During english lesson, Ms toh did not come, so mrs teo took over.
During the long break after english lesson, i completed my amath homework.. hurray ! then did sudoku with li yan and zhigang.. Today's sudoku was extremly difficult.. hence, did not complete as we had amath lesson. Did partial fraction for revision. Refreshing memories i think.. Seriously, i forgotten how to do. But, now, i remembered xD Handed up my work as well as the early homework i completed just. Went to band after that, saw juniors having intensive training. Hais, everything was so cold there when i went in.. I set up my instrument and did warm up etcs.. i played the slow movement of overture jubiloso, sound deep and emotional.. greats ! but, sound not up to standard lehs.. must work harder ! Hoho, played with the other section mates too. We played overture,march blue sky, blue ridge saga etc.. After that, my lip really can't take it.. gahs ! i missed the solo of blue ridge =_=. After that, i kept my instru and joined dickson to blow balloons.. After countless times of trying, i finally succeeded in inserting the small balloon into the big balloon. look cool ! i will put up the pictures the next time . xD Took some pictures inside and outside of bandroom of the balloon.. muaahahaas..
in the end, left a few of us.. they killed the balloon . Lols. Changzuo is a great tuba player, a nice musician , a nice person ! hahaha ! he played some tunes, so i listened =] his ipod is filled with music . great music! i listened his ipod all the way out of the gate and returned to him. Lols. After that, i ran home as 975 reached the bus stop ! . hopefully, i got into the bus ! xD so i went home and on and on. and posted the previous post and now i posted this post. XD ..
Till here then, Really very tired.. hope tomorrow i'll be better conditioned.. signing off Tata~
> will load the picture the next day or the next time !
FYI: thats alex hand =] he thought i only take the balloon's pic, but i find that with a hand look more artistic and like meaningful? Doesn't it look like reaching for hope or something? to me ahs, how about you? imagination :]
11:55 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Ps: did not updated these days.. was really busy busy doing other stuff =/
Last Friday, 11/4/08 Felt so tired after the apex day. Went to school in the morning. Hahas, due to the day before's apex day, we had a half day :D , so, had lesson till 10am. Its Double math period. Many of my classmates did not turn up as they were having some games programs at teckwhye primary school as they were leaders:D . I sat alone . Mdm marry did not start on new chapter s many were not here, no point of starting. So, we did some revision. Differentiation is a okay topic for me, i can manage.. But, Trigometry My Worst and Suffering topic =/ just can't get them to my fingertip ! hais ~ After that, had Chinese lesson, Teacher went through our previous paper. haha, i scored 50/75 i think xD. i tried my best already. T_T but it seem like no hope lehs.. O level chinese is next ! scary =_=.. After that, did some questions and i went to band. Played Overture Jubiloso.. Tough piece ! my stamina was getting weaker and weaker now ! i can't play long.. once i played high notes for like hour plus.. My lips can't take it, and i cannot blow high notes ~ horrible -_- . heard that, juniors got said.. Haiis.. i speechless...This year most of my level friends gonna be graduating with me.. and trumpet section so far, excluding the seniors whom are graduating this year, Alex is the only one whom can play. T_T zzzz.... felt so haiis... After that, went home. So tired ~, so fell asleep early.
Saturday, 12/4/08 Woke up around 9am. actually wanted to go for chemistry consultation, but i end up dragging and dragging. Syahir smsed me and said it had ended.. So i did not go. Played RO and chiong to level 92. Getting bored and bored.. So i called liyan. But, can't reach her =_=. So, i called amanda if there was any homework to be handed in on Monday .. And at the same time, grumble and talk about so so boring !.. After a long talk and discussion, We decided to meet at lot1 to have lunch plus study together at Lot1 Library. I went to bath after hanging up the phone.. No idea what to wear, so i wore very very super casualy.. Met up, she brought her brother. Lols..Then, she wanted to eat pastamania or Ajisan but i don't want. I missed the Chicken ole Baked rice. In the end, i win ! lols.. we went to pizza hut :D As mention previous post, i took some pictures before we eat.. she and her brother ordered Pizza and i ordered Baked rice etc.. other than that, we ordered garlic bread. Lols. We were talking and laughing all the way. In the end, we spent aroud 40 bucks plus.. GST was so EXPENSIVE can?! =_= Zzzz, one hole in my pocket..
Drinks was first served
Followed by the soup, added some pepper, amanda's bro reminded. LOLS!
Added some decor =]
Garlic bread. yummy !
My baked rice =] with chilli
oooh, i forgotten cheese flakes ! LOLS! so i added =]
Their pizza :D
Eaten finish, clean rite? xD
Their pizza, too, finished xD
End of makan xDD Nice food, price olso very nice =.=
After that, we walked around lot1. We went to the arcade.. So we played xD. I got obsessed by the basketball thingy and i played for around 6-7 rounds continuosly. felt so tired ! After that, we went to play para para.. We took turns to dance noobly. WE laughed at each other . . xP
After that, i ran home as time was up.. Gahhs ! brought the books for nothing. never study at all ! -_- , then amanda and her brother continue shopping.. Reached home and i continue chiong RO to 93. Hopefully, i reached my target that night..Jac had rebirthed . grats ! xD So tired, Knew new friend in RO =] lols.. So thankful ! His priest helped buff and can level faster xD..
Sunday,13/4/08 Stayed at home With sister in the morning.. I continue to chiong RO and my sister did her homework.. we spent our day till around 4plus, we decided to go back ahma house.. Went to bukit batok centre to get some bite, extremely hungry ! Reached ahma house, Mum cooked sharkfin soup. Improved ! taste better xD .. that day, Cousin's mum cooked curry chicken. yummy too ! haha ~ felt so full !!! Went home, i watched deathnote.. NEver know that it was so nice !! FYI, its part 2. xD L is very cute !!~ lols.. now, i felt like, oh my.. i wan to watch more !!!.. so i decided, when i have time, otherwise after my Os, i gonna Go back and watch part 1 all the way to part 3 ! hhaahahaa... after that, Didn't really play.. i bathed and start my homework around 11 plus.. DId till morning 2.30 plus.. finished my chinese compre paper and my essay. hurray ! xD
8:43 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Friday, April 11, 2008
A post of A week ! P/s: if this is too long =x
Monday [7/4/08]
As usual, went to school in the morning.. Same Same Same. Actually had to go for social study and physic extra lesson, but i did not go . Went for the Appointment at the health promotion board. TOo fat , thats why =F . I went home first then watched half of Er zuo ju episode 17. Great taiwan series! After that, got ready and took MRT train down to outram Mrt station.On the way, there was a kid trolley [ don't know what name], 2 little kids were on it =D , the youngest one sat in front so did not really see him . another elder one behind. HE IS very cute ! , i'm listening to my MP4 at that time.. He was looking at me and i'm looking at him xD . then he smile , i smiled back. then he tried to play with me, so i play too xDD.. He covered his face with his small pillow then open a little to peep at me.. Then he giggle. LOLS! very cute right?? After i alight, i met mum and both of us Went straight to the HPB clinic. Doctor said that i'm on the track . LOls~ now my percentage is 142%, she said that when i reached 140%, then i do not need to go there .= ] . Great thing is, I'm grown 1cm taller ! WOoohooo!!!! lols.. After that, went to my Ex-primary school and fetch my little bro and back to ahma house ~ SO tiring, so i fell asleep at 6 plus till 8 plus with my SCHOOl uniform on !! smelly mee.. =x Dad drove us home and reached home around 8 30 pluss? I felt so sleepy ! i slept all the way on the journey . When i reached home, i fell onto my bed and slept till 9 plus. Went to bath and I fell asleep again ! this time, i slept through till the morning..
Tuesday, 8/4/o8
Felt so awake today ! but still tend to fall asleep.. horrible.. My eye feel so weird.. Perhaps, i slept too much ! Arghh ! a big big pimple attack me !! zzzz, badd .... everyday was so busy and overloaded with homework ! Crapz ! i slept too much yesterday ! , did not revise for my physic test today which i got to know about it just this morning ! and i did not revise my geog TOO !!!! ahhhh ! physic was really dead meat.. ZZzzz.. Luckily, My classmate had bio extra lesson before geography extra lesson start.. I used the one hour wisely and revised my geography in time ! [ other than that, i had paid attention in class , somewhat, i remember some points, so just revise will do bahhs] Phew, everything is over and i manage to make it..[don't know can score anot.. hope so..] Hais ! Damn fed up, the time is insufficient for me.. I missed out some points ..Dots.. I miss out stating about the buttress roots and Why the leave need to drain off excess water.. Eeyyer ! Nevermind, i'll remember this ever ! zzzz.. As usual, that night, I wanted to do my work.. But my parent,sis,bro was using the computer and Occupy it.. Importantly, they were occupying my Table !!!! Zzzz, no table how to do work... The other table is either with ants,or oily, or filled with stuff, or hard to concentrate! terribble.. i fell asleep again on my bed... Around 1030 plus, they woke me up as i remindered them to wake me up and not to off the computer... I felt so lazy and wanted to sleep more.. I told myself, no ! wake up laaa ~ .. so i went to computer and took out my work.. moreover, the next day was amath test which was SO difficult for sure.. Ended up, i watched Queen's classroom till around 2 plus.. horrible right me? anyway, this series seriously very nice ! must try to watch.. Its about the Real life society and whatever..
Wednesday, 9/4/08
Had Amath test, just as expected.. Its so hard ! I did not know how to trigo questions.. badd.. Today had band, arghhs.. don't know what to say.. mood totally racked ~ Well, I admit i'm a bad senior..My teaching was very bad, Its normal if junior did not want me to teach them as they might get disadvantages? I'm a noob trumpeter, how can i teach =_= .. what the hell with me.. But, I did not cry.. I remembered Kanda's spirit [queen's classroom], I must be strong ! and Shindo's spirit[Queen's classroom], that, I must be like her.. "I don't care..." Mood was spoilt.. zz.. After that, went home. Waiting for the lift to open, a little adorable kid walked pass with his maid.. he looked at me, i looked at him. i smiled at him.. He was chubby !!! then, he smiled back.He waved at me. I'm listening to my Mp4, so did not know what he was saying.. But, i Can see that, He was saying "byebye" to me.. xDD The lift opened and i did not notice! lols... Can't leave my eyes off him.. Cute ! felt like hugging him.. Thanks him ! He lighten my day and i felt better xD.. Went home, and continued watching queen's classroom.. I must say ! from episode 2-5 , can make people tear so much ! I felt so sad for kanda.. Betraying from friends.. so heartpain.. If ever i encounter it, i'm sure to feel miserable ! Evil Senseii ! Tommorrow is APex Day !!!!! horrayy ~ Lols.. but sure to be a very vry warm day.. T_T
Thursday, 10/4/08 Today was apex day ~ Dad drove my sis and i to CCAB stadium. On the way, Kehhui called for directory from me as she was alone and did not know how to go. But, i,too, don't know =/ , so i just told her take bus 67 and see if there were any Teck whye student. [ follow the crowd] Lols~~.. Reached there, had marathon walk. so lame. =.= . during the walk, amanda, ahzhu and me sang and lame all the way.. xDD After that, all of us went to respective place for our matches.. Ahzhu and Me Took pictures in the court.. Lols.. Then, i called linden to come over. i took a picture with him too.. xD
After the whole thing end, Sister and me went to Lot1.Actually, we wanted to go westmall to eat swensen. But After that we changed out mind, so tempted to eat baked rice. So, We went to pizza hut to eat, Sis and I ordered Chicken Ole baked rice.. After that,we shop around there. Lot1 is so "small" as yeeling said.. I've met ruiling,jiajia,yeeling and her friend more than 1 time and i saw other friends along the way too.. World too small .. LOls. Spent around 20 bucks [ minnie table thingy, bunny keychain, piekia for ahma, but ahma cannot eat Bcuz its chicken.. zzz. ].. heart pain ! one hole in my pocket now.. I'm considering whether to buy the mickey mouse necklace and the bags sold for 10 bucks [pink,black,white].. ahhs ! indecisive..After that, went ahma house via bus 188..Took some picture at ahma house, bcuz my hair looked like lion ! lols
Lion's hair.. xF , My eyebag quite serious.. T_T
Reflection
then i cooked ' cai-po neng' [ salty vege egg.. ] LOls. then after that, watched ahwang and then went home.. continued to watch queen's classrooom a little and then do my homework and revised a little.. Packed bag, and i fell asleep.
Pictures taken at the Pizza hut :] Forget to take pic before eating, Too eager to eat already =_= But, i will take the next time i go !
So clean right? xDD Do not waste food !
My Drink =]
>Shall post about today later xD
4:52 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
李圣杰 - 擦肩而过
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危 付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
4:00 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Helloo ! Its 2.33am now ! :D 6/4/08 Woke up at around 11am, and on com ! Then went in RO to take a look and train a little. Then after that, went to wash up and dress proper as i'm still in my sleeping suit . I took my hp and purse and head down to pasar malam nearby to buy my favorite food . =x . I fasten my footstep as i could not wait to buy the salon pizza ! weetts ! When i reached there, they just opened their stall and still in preparation. haix ! so i ordered first and took a walk down to see what can i buy. Did not walk that far to lot 1, so i walk till the place where sold lots of daily items.. so bored ! then i walked back. Bought a cute pinky card holder on the way back to the stall at 1 buck [ shall put up the pic soon ! ] Went to buy ramli burger . So hungry ! Then, the stallholder said, still not ready.. then i went to the nearby bus stop to take a sit..Sat there daze for like 15 minutes? Then as i turned my head to the direction of the stall holder, i saw her waving at me.. so i went there. yeahs ! Its ready, bought it. Then i bought takoyaki too ! suddenly felt like eating.. Heavy break fast + lunch ehs !
I went into seven eleven. Bought Pepsi 1.5 litre and a set of straits time. then went home after that. SO heavy ! =_= ate in front of the computer. Then, i start adding stuffs to my blog xD and talked to liyan. For the whole afternoon, I'm on my blog page xD . At 8 plus, i sat down on sofa and watch the channel 8 drama series. At 9, i watched another drama series. then 9.30, go another funny show. Ate noodles as i haven had eaten my dinner. At that time, I'm craving for SAlmon pizza! haix ! too bad, mum disallow my maid and i to go to the pasar malam.. she said it is very late at night. T_T . At 10 plus, mum came into my room. She was looking for those songs in the 80s, which i some kind interested of. lols...Meanwhile, i read the newspaper. Maybe i will write something about the things i read just tomorrow? xDD ahahas, anyway , tomorrow i'll be going to ahma house during the day.Having steamboat tomorrow ! woohoo!! But, must control ! i'm having appointment on Monday T_T die.... I've put on weight again !! hais ! tomorrow mega TEA day ! wwahhaaaha.. Well.. another day was gone! Weekend is gonna be over and school days coming ! haiis !!!!!!
Lols ! so Tiring xDD and sleepy Alrights then, till here ! NightsNights, signing off, Tata~
2:33 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Yeahs ! It's 12.50 now . Quite sleepy =[ Great to see my stat counter hit 4000 ! claps ! lols..
yesterday, Friday is a so so day.. had physics lesson, great that i've understood 70% of it ! woohoo~
Amath lesson, i opened a new book, entittled "Amath Book 4 " lols.. book 4! xD i tried liyan's method of arranging the book so that look more great and save space xD Her book look like a math bible ! seriously.. LOLS~ i liked her book :D . During lesson, both of us crapped. this is what we did usually =P She shared with me a joke.
y is penguin's tummy white?
ans:Because its hand too short.. only can wash it's stomach..
[Coppied from her blog ! =x ] Ps worhs ! lazy type =x
Chem lesson, hahas ! i've concentrated ! understood it ! Hohoho~ i need practice to confirm that i can make it for that topic =] shall do something about it xD Bio lesson, Ms Ng used it to tell us the right way and better way to constuct a study timetable..
Chinese lesson, had paper 1 test, letter writing as well as newspaper thingy review.. managed to finish on time. The topic was so =_= . arghh ! after that, saw my result for paper 2.. i was like.. " What the hell with this shyt marks that i had produced?! " haiis ! my chinese kept on declining.. I asked teacher what were the serious problems i had, she told me that, i had lots of problem. i followed her points, but the prob was that my language is not there .. and suggested that i should focus on my paper 1 first, hopefully able to help pull up my marks.. hais ! my A1 hope for chinese is gone !! After that, while waiting ruiling to complete her test and KT able to lock the door, we saw BPGH band playing, then hockey players having warm up as they fighting hockey players from other country ! lols ! got shuai ge =x then, saw taekwando having training.. Knew lots of stuff that i do not know ~ lols..
after locking the door and returning the key to general office, went to band. Had training with sec 1 juniors. Then, senior band training then dismissed ! i actually wanna go to pasar malam to buy salmon pizza, but i had to go ahma house soon ! Today is Qing ming jie [ a day when we offer joss sticks to ancestor etc ] Then makan. Keryl and chloe had grown so much ! had not seen them for a long time ! lols.. After eaten, went home. then watched channel 8 , 9pm the last episode xD. Very nice ending, the bad got their reputation , I felt so sad for Weijie as he lost one of his legs . because of his greedy and IRRESPONSIBLE parents and the STUPID MA ZHIGANG[MZG] whom knocked him down! but in the end, MZG died horribly ! damn horribly.. i pity Granny ma.. I Felt so sad and miserable for her.. She is just an old lady whom do not have much money. She earned her living by collecting those cardboards. She got bullied[ kena slap, pushed down, beaten up, extort money, kena threaten ] by her HORRIBLE grandson whom died horribly in the end ! [MZG ] Everything ended happily ever after.. I like SuDingYi [ i like his acting. xD and he is handsome. MUAHAHAHAS ] and Xiuming ending. LOLs. sweet .
at 10plus, watched a i think so called ' documentary ' about a man survival after a plane crash ! i tell you guys ! we must feel so fortunate now to have a home sweet home. These man, met a plane crash, got into a very deserted place in africa, very very dry place, no people ! [ He is alone struggling ] At that time, both his leg got very severly injured [ the feeling he mentioned is like the leg exploding soon ! ] he tried many ways to remove his boots ~ he used 2hr 30 min just to remove both his boots ! imagine, thats so oh my god..He faced problems like overcoming tigers. he used his knowledge of animals and made loud noisy sounds to chase them away. He faced problems such as dehydration too . He maintained positive that he'll be saved ! despite the pain and critical things happening . Thats a spirit we should learn from him :D He tahan for like 27 hour after the crash . He tried not to sleep, as he afraid he might not come back if he fall asleep. In the end, his friends saved him ! his friends believed in him. At that part, the feeling is like.. so touching. Finally got saved after meeting so much dangerous stuff etc..
PS! , i've cut short some part. xDD too long to say . just that, the thing i've learnt was never give up so easily ! IF there is a will, there is a ways :D -_-, i wonder if i can make it by applying what i've learnt. =_=!!! lols..
Alright then, till here ! was really very tired. Finally, tomorrow is a saturday ! or should i say, now is a saturday ! lols.. xDD
Signing off, TaTa
* i've changed song =]
12:17 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Hebe - She's the one
I was her she was me We were one we were free And if there's somebody calling me on She's the one If there's somebody calling me on She's the one
We were young we were wrong We were fine all along If there's somebody calling me on She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go And you know the things you wanna know You're smiling When you said what you wanna say And you know the way you wanna play You'll be so high you'll be flying Though the sea will be strong I know we'll carry on Cos if there's somebody calling me on She's the one Cos if there's somebody calling me on She's the one
When you get to where you wanna go And you know the things you wanna know You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say And you know the way you wanna say it You'll be so high you'll be flying
I was her she was me We were one we were free If there's somebody calling me on She's the one If there's somebody calling me on She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on She's the one Yeah she's the one If there's somebody calling me on She's the one Yeah she's the one If there's somebody calling me on She's the one Yeah she's the one If there's somebody calling me on She's the one
Yeah she's the one
12:02 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Hellos ! Did not post yesterday. Yesterday, was extremely tired and feeling moodless [kinda a bit pissed off by some issues that was so wakao ] ! Reached home around 9. Then after that, watched channel 8 , have dinner then bath. I use computer awhile then actually want to study and finish up homeworks, but really cannot tahan. so i fell asleep again ~~ set alarm clock, mum called me wake up at around morning 3am but then i just cannot wake up.. ZZzzz so slept all the way and i DID not PREPARE FOR MY TEST AT ALL! die..
back to today's post. Just as expected.. Today was a SHYYTY day.. very very very shit day.. I forgotten to bring my story book today ! luckily, KT saved me [ thanks ! ], return to class, had amath test , all trigo questions i do not know how to do ! die, fail for sure. after that, PE, ran 2.4km , i lost my stick running the last round. i failed ! gahhs ! 18 min plus. =_= , then went back to classroom for chinese lesson, chinese paper 2 test. CRap ~~ the test nearly made me slept.. Nahs ! not only that, i nearly fell asleep for math test.. =.=
after that, recess.. i Sat there slack and got changed back into uniform. Not comfortable wearing PE.. then chemistry lesson, i went to 4B class, not use facing board that direction. i struggled trough around 50 min , last 10 minute really sleepy ! After that, english, English summary test ! that paper crap too .. i did not see max 150 words not including the words provided.. I thought include ! ended up i wrote like 136 words only.. Can you believe it?! die... then SS lesson, everything quite smooth. Mrs foo taught us new chapter.. Wow i getting interested with the country/city VENice! i like their carnival xDD so cool !!
After ss, is geog. have geog test.. Die! i did not study for it.. at the meantime, some issues happened, was feeling so.. "nvm nvm... nvm.. wadevaa... i can do it myself =] nvm nvm.. " tt scene remind me of 1 yr plus ago .. something happened that made me dislike that person very much... Argh ! i'm not gonna think about it ! mood spoilers.. I dun mind them Anti-ing me.. I mus work hard ! ZZZzzz Anyway, i really did not study my geography.. but luckily i paid 80% attention during class and managed to catch some points. hohoho ... 1st quiz okok . 2nd quiz.. i gt full mark except for the last question 4 marks. so in the end i got 8/12. claps *
Saw sis and weilian walking to the gate so i speed up and caught up with them .After that, liyan came . then i walked with her to bus stop. at the same time, pouring my miser out to her. She is a very nice friend =] one of my close friend=] . After that, she went home and sis,weilian and i went to lot1. i'm very tired so i went away first.. I went to pasar malam to get my fav salmon pizza ! woohoo ~ i tried other stall at the end.. IT IS MUCH WORTH THAN THE ONE I BOUGHT the previous time =D , 1.taste better 2. Bigger 3. U order, they make on the spot. =] It was raining cats and dogs [meow and woff ! ] so cold.. I bought my food then i walked home. Just finished my food =] yummy. and here i am blogging =]
Ok then, till here ! shall update again maybe later? or tommorrow.. tiring ! shall take a nap =] Pics will be posted up soon ! =D
TatA~ Awayy ..~
5:20 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Time now is 2.22 am. Very very sleepy ! have completed my Amath except some questions which i do not know how to do. Done my english except for task2 Finish my chem WS except for some questions Revised about 60% for SETS and MATRICES Probability so hard, tomorrow shall continue..
Haix ! tomorrow most probably go home late around 9 plus.. Can't have sleep ! Ant had to revise geography and amath for thursday's test.. SO much things ! Pray that, teacher will not give so much homeworks tomorrow.. There's band tomorrow. Die.. Go on and on without resting.. So sO tired..i bet tomorrow will not have much time to rest and eat !
Till here then, hope tomorrow. nonono! should be later :D will be alrights Kampatte ! Tata~, Signing off =]
Sudden thought came across me... 我能做到一个永不言败的人吗？
2:22 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
APRIL Fool Day 1/4/08] Getting more and more not high year after year.. Maybe because of age, we don't find it fun anymore.. its just the usual tricks, nothing new. Some was like doesn't make sense, some like so fake. no fun anymore ! even kena tricked, also feel nothing, just smile smile and reply.. "okay..." Boring ! =/
Back To normal post :D
Today's weather is quite warm =/ Irritating and my eye felt so Stoned today, maybe i slept too much yesterday. Actually, i thought of waking up in the morning to do work etc and I've set the alarm clock ! In the end, i did not wake up, maybe because I'm deaf and did not hear anything or maybe because i'm too tired already.. Therefore, Did not update yesterday. hahaas..
Today, hopefully i handed up my English and social study work. Chem is not collected and Math we have to do more questions, so, pass up tomorrow. Geog no shrt quiz today.. During Assembly, we had a program regarding some STD/HIV/AIDS stuff.. Damn gross and scary.. IT is really very scary ! don't take them as a joke ! Very very very very very ... We must always protect ourself ! These diseases are not so easy like cough, headache, etc.. These are worst and the consequences are very bad !! Ahzhu and I walked and chatted. We Chatted lots of stuffs. Hopefully, she understood-ed me xD Today's mood so so, nothing to sad about. just happy and nothing .. SO So so sleepy =_= but not as that bad as yesterday =]
After that, i went to Lot1 by bus 11 [ walked there ]. On the way outside lot1, saw weilian. Then, she told me that my sister was in the popular bookstore. Just nice ! , i'm going there to get some folders for something. Lot1 was Renovating ! getting bigger . LOls.. popular was clearing their goods, dots.. i can't find the plastic folder i want ! After that, her classmates, yuli and jiajia went to food junction. Then, me and sis went downstairs to McDonald. She bought Milo McFlurry and i tested out Choc MilkShake. Not bad ehs ! lols.. then we went to PieKia. Both us got ourselves 1 curry chicken piekia and 1 mushroom chicken piekie. Its my second time there and her first time there.. Smelled great and tasted great ! hahahas ! after that, we walked through Pasar malam. I Missed eating the Salmon Vegetable Pizza. So, i bought it =D !!! After that, we cut across the road and back home. Its nearby =]
Reached home and makan. After that, Bath and i fell asleep again ! =.=!! Woke up and called ahzhu confirm tomorrow's things as usual .. at around 9pm plus, saw a message from jac asking me the difference between some words, then i took very long to check dictionary and typed into sms form.. Lols.. i had never thought of the difference before because never come across them these days.. hahas, received this message is as if someone clicked refresh on me .. LOls.. here i am blogging now =] Haven done my work.. so many things !! eeyer..
Homework: 1. Emath probability ques 2. Amath added questions on review 12 3. English Task1 Task 2 WS 4. Chemistry WS 5. Tml gt Emath Test [ Set notation, matrics]
TaTa ! if later available, then i'll update again xDD! Awayy ~
10:17 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Testing out the Blingee webby that sis introduced :D . Functions in it are useful and cool ! =D Click >Blingee =3
HeyHey :D Today was a very tiring day ! Went to school early and reached there about 6.15? The lights ain't working and some played prank.. horrible, i'm scared laa ..Meanwhile, i listened to my mp4 while waiting to get into the CD shelter. Came across to this song, felt so lighten x3 So, i decided to change song today again =] Cute song xD
at around 7.00am, all of us went to stage as usual, played the national anthem. I'm wondering Whats wrong with me? My stage fear worsten, i kept trembling.. if some notice ahhs.. haiis ! After that, went to math class, then chinese lesson. During chinese lesson, teacher sang. so nice ! hahahas. then, she gave us listen to some nice written songs =]
Overall for today, i nearly dozed off in class, but i tried my very best not to ! so manage to tahan till the end ! muaahahas.. Arghs, i done my chinese homework but teacher say due on thursday. Dots.. During recess time, i did not go for break and do my social study and manage to complete 3 questions, but in the end, esther say everything by tommorrow.. I was like.. =_= . Tiring Tiring Tiring ! When i reached home, i watch 'They kiss again 2' on youtube, manage to clear it , waiting for the next episode ! getting sweeter ~ Then i packed my stuffs and then went to take a bath. I fell asleep right after that till around 9 just now. i thought the time was 9 plus and hitting 10pm , so i rushed and called ahzhu to confirm homeworks ETC~
Hopefully i'm left with: 1. Amath questions 2. Chemistry term 2 week 2 i think 3. Study geography quiz 4. finish up last Social Studies Question 5. Transfering my work from english bk to paper. [ newspaper review]
Seem so much right?! 1. E math test on Wednesday [2/4/08] 2. A math test on Thursday [3/4/08] 3. Chinese paper 2 on Thursday [3/4/08] 4. Chinese paper 1 on Friday [4/4/08]
-_-, O level schedule were giving. Very OhMyGod =_= So fast, now APRIL LIAO LE!!!!!! Dots ! The days is coming nearer and nearer.. scary..
Alrights then :/ , Shall update later on again. maybe..xD DO other stuff first.. Though had slept just now, i still feel very sleepyy.. Brain not functioning well.. what the hell with me.. =_=
10:26 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
LYRIC :D
郑元畅-忠于原味
作词：严云农
作曲：古 皓
阳光照亮世界却涂鸦不了黑
就像我怎么完美
也得爱上谁
爱情要靠感觉幸福靠智慧
我的心却理所当然
往你身上偏
喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
这口味一旦养成
就注定很难改变
喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
有些事可以妥协
有些事就必须绝对
喜欢你单纯喜欢你怕黑
喜欢你的缺点那么讨厌
ALL I WANT只是想
爱得不虚伪不虚伪
喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
不需要去在乎谁
让自己忠于原味
喜欢的还是喜欢
讨厌的还是讨厌
I LOVE WHAT I LOVE
I HATE WHAT I HATE
10:16 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Siann...Now already 4am in the morning ! another 1hr 30 minute , i have to prepare for school.. Seriously did not sleep ! Die liaos.. Prays* that i will not doze off during physic lesson or others..
Worst, I still haven complete my homeworks.. What the hell i'm doing ! Gahhhs ! Lets see the situation tommorrow then...
Sorry if spell wrongly.. Woohoo ! i wonder who will survive till the end and continue for us xDD me and joy have to graduate this year afterall unless someting happened laa.. CHOY!
I hope they really remember what we had taught them, otherwise we had to keep repeat the same things and unable to proceed to the next level.. Until now, we are like still going through 1 to 10 . =.= hardd hardd. so random ! -_- jiayou jiayouuu !!!!!!!!
4:00 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Today, woke up at around 11.10 am because yesterday i around 2 plus bath then 3 plus sleep.. haven wash my fface. smeelly smeelly then i on computer xD Suddenly, parents and bro come home.. I kena stunned lor ! haven wash my face and eaten my breakfast.. gahhhs! so irritating when my little bro chiong into my room and make noise about wanna play computer.. no choice i let him use lor.. meanwhile i went to wash my face and brush teeth etc . Watch Television a little, snack here and there.. can't take it ! i ate instant cup noodles..
At around 1 .30pm , parents and little bro left home and i'm all alone. hurray ! then i started blogging about past events =D
At around 3.30pm, sis came back from don't where for archery. So, she bought Mc Chicken meal for me.. that was my lunch -.- had not had Mcdonald for so long ! hahaas... maybe i prefer rice/noodle than all these bahhs.. xD
had quite a lot of homeworks but then.. lazy to do.. Bad girl me.. =.= 1] SS source base regarding UN 2] chinese 3 exercise
Later then chiong.. Thinking about tommorrow morning made me feel so tired.. have to wake up at 5.30am and go to school.. and had to wear that tie.. Weather is killing me man !!!!!! Hope tommorrow isn't a draggy day for me.. prays ><
Still have lots of past events to post up and pictures =] P/s for not updating such a long time ! and suddenly post so much >:)
many post coming up soon.. keep scroll down xD most are new =x
signing off to do something else, most probably not sleeping tonight, or maybe i will sleep for like an hour or 2? xD
tata~
10:08 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Lyrics :]
张韶涵 - 床边故事
专辑:Ang5.0 (2007)
小时候睡觉前
最爱听床边故事
幻想进入那神秘的国度
不要走 别管大
请再讲一个故事
让它陪我进入梦乡中
或许我还是个海盗
要去寻找那宝藏
或许我是个快乐的美人鱼
每一晚 每一夜
我幻想都成真
这就是床边故事的魔力
每一晚 每一夜
可以环游全世界
这就是床边故事的魔力
en...
9:45 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Today is a day when many concerts clashes ! xDD but, i went to west wind concert =] [ALl about japan! xD]
west wind Concert It was a great concert and Worth to watch ! hahaas Actually, wanted to wear one of my favorite skirt with pink T there, but , i can't find my fav skirt ! grrr.. called maid and she said she left that out. -.-! then never mind. Thus, i wore a black T with slight pink and long jean material pant to the esplanade.. Actually thought of going alone, suddenly Catherine msn me and asked if she could meet me .. So i agreed. We met at the CCK mrt station. At that time , I'm extremely hungry as i had not eaten my breakfast and lunch, so i went to queue at 'PIEKIA' to get some pie to try. xD smell great and taste great =D
She arrived and we went up to take the train. xD we talked craps during the ride -_-. When we reached the esplanade, we went to the library. As usual, i would go to the music scores section where there is cornets/trumpets scores and piano :] . haha, saw Yanling and Frederick. We sat down awhile and all of us went to KFC to eat.. SO many funny things happened.. xDD After that we proceed back to esplanade to get ready for the concert =] So we met Changzuo they all and the other flutists. Went into the concert hall, i was like 'wow. =O, it look like the concert hall in the anime series xDD ' hhaas, me very suaku one maaa...
The pieces played are great ! except for some pieces, don't know why, felt like sleeping suddenly , maybe because i did not sleep well the previous night xD . Second half was nice too ! Mr Ito conducted. =] WAs great to have the chance to watch him conduct ! and i first time on live saw piano playing and conducting the band first time ! xDD MR ITO was a GREAT musician and conductor ! xD
In the end, encored for 3 times + , i love the encored pieces ! wondering what are the tittles of it.. REALLY really love the encored pieces . After the concert, zakri, daniel and i went to get Mr Ito's signature and took picture with him. Wow! i'm so nervous =x hahahas..
After that, Catherine left without telling me. Maybe she was afraid to go with me to Singapore river. LOLS! it seem like many people do not want to go there ehs? anyway, mum called me to go home soon, so did not go there. But even i have the chance to go home late, i don't think i would go to singapore river bahhs.. lolsx! So, waited for her reply.. After that, i did not go with the other group to have dinner so i left.. At the same time, Changzuo and Junjie also never go. So, we walked together back to CCK mrt Station. We Chatted on the way about lots of stuff.. [ What our Mr/Mrs right expectation?? , blahblahblah.. ] When reached there, zhenyang and another group was there. so some left some went to lot 1 to have dinner.. i did not tagged along. hhahaas. Went home, after that bath etc and now i'm here blogging =D muahahaas.. xD
Till here then =] Signing off =D tataa~~
Took this at city hall mrt station. Changzuo and Junjie were behind me xD
11:59 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Friday, March 14, 2008
I just joined RO [ ragnarok online] recently.. Thanks Jack for introducing this game and helped me . :] FYI: Jack is a friend whom i knew from DAL [darkness and lightness] i Still remember that time AS i'm totally NOOb in that game, he offered his help and we became friend =3. xD
Within like less than a few day, i'm level 40 now! thats fast.. xDD Its fun, i joined his guilde xD and then inside the graphic not bad worhs ! people inside are all over the world ! cool.. it had been a long time since i joined a game which involve internationally but not only within the country xDD
So tiiring !! gahhs Thats all for today then.. signing off. Cheers my friends !! =]
10:44 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Monday, March 10, 2008
Had just posted a post regarding the last few days xD Long long long long post. muaahahas..
Today was a tiring day as expected.Was kinda dozing off in class but manage to catch the lesson as i did not turn up for school on Friday.. Learnt a new topic on Amath -> Differenciation. ahahaas .. have to Jiayou !
After math lesson, group of chinese girls including me went to lot1 to eat. As usual, i bought my food at wok delight . hahahas. ! same food. xD then, zhu, jiajia, ruiling bought KFC and brought to the foodcourt to meet us.. liyan help me buy sweettalk. so i waited her before eating lor. xD After eating, we walked around the basement floorr.. Me and Zhu went crazy over some cheap and cute pencils and other stuffs ! both of us spent more than 5 bucks . I spent the most.. arghhs ! Bought it without thinking.. -_- spent around 8 bucks plus..
After that, we rushed back to class.. Something bad happened.. our chinese teacher was extremely angry as we did not inform her the lesson starting at 1.30pm stated on the schedule..We really did not know.All we knew was that, the teachers should have like talked to our form teacher about the timing and all.. Therefore, We trusted the schedule and take it that our chinese teacher wanted and had changed the timing to 1.30pm instead of 1pm. Hais ~ All of us do not know how to explain at that time.. I think this was also partly our fault as We did not confirm with teacher many many times.. So, in conclusion, it showed that being a 'Ms WORRY' was not a bad thing afterall.. Another issue was that, people from other class were not informed and came earlier to class.. In the end, we were being scolded by teacher as being Selfish because we did not inform her earlier on.. The problem was that, Doesn't she have friends studying in this class? why didn't she called anyone from this class the previous night to confirm this and that. Sometime confirming issue with friends may be irritating but then it was better be safe than sorry what.. -.-So anti-social one.. =.=!
Like me ahhs, yesterday night when i reached home from malaysia, i immediately called liyan and ahzhu for homework and the timetable for today.. xD
xD Paiseh, i was kinda crap here. =x Alrights then. till here. signing off, Tata~ xDD
11:45 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Appreciation Day Wooohooo ! never expected i would scored top in normal chinese in express last year[2007], Really, i did not expect ! as there are many students whose chinese are much more stronger than me ! lols. Got a cert and voucher :] Too bad, i'm not able to attend the appreciation day itself and have to collect my prezzie when i returned singapore =] Other than that, i can't play with my bandmates some pieces.xDD gonna miss them and my classmates ! =x
Malaysia trip 3 days 2 night =] First Day ! 7/3/08 Family and I took the Mrt down to outram MRT station. Met up with mum's college outside the police cantonment there.. Had our group photo taken and we aboard the bus =] i fell asleep on the way to the tuas don't where to do the passport check out of singapore thingy.. After that, we went over to the malaysia passport there to enter malaysia.. Before leaving singapore, i messaged liyan and JC . Muahahaaas. gonna miss SINGAPORE !!!!!! and home =/ . when we done the passport thingy at Malaysia, we took another bus down to our hotel [ times square hotel] the trip was long and it took us abbout mroe than half day. i slept through the bus trip . LOLs~ listening to my phone's mp3. xD
The hotel look great ! xDD 5 star indeed is 5 star ! muahhahaas.. I shared a room with my sis for that day itself =] so, the first thing i did when i stepped into the room was jumped onto the jump lying in a panda position. xDD cosy ! the bed never collapsed la .. LOLs. When look out of the room, we can see building scenery! woww~~
SoSoSo tiring. xDD after that, dad brought us to the chinatown.. ERm, i do not know how to describe the situation there. It was like.. messy and the traffic was so so... ermm.. and the environment there.. so many people smoked while walking, they even spit on the ground as and when they like. Bottles of urine were throwed along the road.. JUST MESSY ! -.- It was so tiring to walk there ! -_- after that, we ate at a restaurant as we do not want to eat roadside stuff.. the Restaurant is air conditioner-ed.. but so what? some inconsiderate people sitting at the table at the corner were happily smoking.. What the hell.. -.- don't know whats wrong with them ehs... I finished my food fast. The food there taste quite nice and prices were affordable and worth.. After we finished, we went downstair.. It was raining at that time, so we went to the popular shop there.. I bought FEILUNHAI coverpage magazine. wooohooo ! After that, we walked back to hotel.. The streets were full of flags and banners of election .. So many.. hahaas....Went to 7eleven first and i bought feilunhai cover page book again ! different type =]. hahaas
What a tiring day ! I went back to hotel and took a bath. The toilet was big that i did not dare to bath long or stay long as i watched too much ghostmovies.. And soon i fall asleep after watching the television in my room. Shiok sehh !
DAY2 (8/3/08) I begin to miss the environment in singapore !! gaahhs! i got dressed up, applied some sunblock lotion, proceed to the restaurant downstairs to have our breakfast. buffet breakfast , wahahahahas! i tried out many types of food.. yummy ! After that, my mum, sis and i went to the washroomm.. the washroom is so classy ! very spacious and highclass.. soothing music is played and i remembered a conversation on soothing music with a senior before on msn. LOLS! the lighting there was great ! so i started camwhoring again !! muaahahahas....
After that, we went to sunway lagoon. I played with a kid on the way there as well as exploring there time.. i called him Mickey as he was a mickey mouse lover. Just nice, i'm also a mickey minnie mouse lover =] . We took some pictures =D he was a little cute handsome boy :]
We went around in the sunway lagoon themepark.. THE bridge there was high ! At first, i'm not afraid and kept taking pictures of myself.. but till the middle part, i started to tremble and the little holes on the bridge is getting bigger.. I'm afraid of heights ! helpp~~ in the end, i managed to finish off =] then we proceeded to the swimming pool. Little bro and mickey and the other 2 aunty went for a swim. YUKS! what a bad day, i can't get to swimm.. zzz.. so i ate icecream and played water with my leggy and took pictures =] that day itself, drizzled abit too xD
After that, i went to sunway shopping centre.. bought nothing just breads ! -.- At night, we went on to the hongkong restaurent to have steamboat.. They had a very interesting way of eating =D Each of us will have a set of food and a pot of soup base . We do not share and we ate our own =D hahahas.. mine set is chicken set and with the fish soup as base =] , after that, we went to shop a little at the hotel's shopping centre.. the shopping centre is big ! After that, we returned to our hotel . Again, i really afraid to BATH ! gaaahhz.. so i tried out at mum's room toilet, it was as scary as our room's toilet.. I bath quickly . Before sleeping, i took some night scenery photos.. they look GREAT and beautiful .. after that, i returned to my room to sleep. That night, Little brother came to our room to sleep. [ he slpt on the floor =x] Lights off!
Day3 (9/3/07) Woohoo ! it was our last day !!!! finally we could go home! Had our buffet breakfast [ same like the previous morning] after that, we went back to hotel and pack up our stuff.. On the way back to SG, i fell asleep =] . On the midway, we alight at some place to have our lunch, so i bought some souvenirs for some friends. At the other destination, i bought another book all about feilunhai.. muahhaaas..
Finally we reached singapore, took 190 to teckwhye and then had our dinner at the teckwhye coffeeshop where sells cutlet rice etc.. then saw our cousin xD , after that we took 975 back home.. on the way home someting happened.. SO HILARIOUS LOR! we reach LOt1 bus stop and many people were aboarding.. suddenly bus driver shouter , "HEY YOU! NNONONONO!! STOP THERE!!" [something like this]. I thought what siia, i thought he caught someone suspicious xD.. LOLS~ my heart nearly flied out .. then after that, a man squeeze the seat with my little bro when the seat suppose to be one sitter.. Stupid fellow laa.. and somemore he was full of liquor smell.. hell la.... lols... finally reached home, packed our stuff and then i went to bath.. called some friends and went to sleep.. Lols. .
The next day have Lesson. wandering how am i suppose to survive? sian ahhs ! summore is math then chinese..
hahaa.. till here then i'll post the pictures some other time =D in this post =D
To be continued ... =D
11:33 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Pictures =D
Day 1
Teddy found lying like tt? panda position ! xD
looking downstair, we'll see a 'X' building
hohoho, picture picture, hide my ugly face xD
Teddy love taking pictures too xD
Flags all over the street. Regarding election
The hotel's shopping mall. Big right?
NightScenery [NS] 1
Day2
Taking a pic of myself in the washroom =D
Look nice right? xD i find it pleasant.
Myself again 2. Faked smile
Sunway lagoon!
For those who like limestones =], found it in cave when exploring
The long and high bridge
Took this when little bro and mickey was swimming
cool right?
Calm
At hong kong restaurant
Tomyam soup. HOT!
Night scenery
Day 3
Blurry me, just woke up .
Cheesy.. yummy
scenery
Byebye Times square hotel !
Cute toyland
10:33 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I and E Carnival 2008 Hoho ! Pasa malam in school =D So class and band tent a store =D Today band play Shrek dance party, doreamon etc.. HAHAS! we replayed shrek dance many time =3 i love tt song =] After that, we cleared the carpark in front of the foyer. walked passed my class store, the queue was REally long ! So, after walking by band store and performed in small grp outside the 4th floor lift, i went to my class store with JC. Long queue and the people there were so... walao ehs.. zz.. they kept pushing in front.. da bian laa.. -.-The hunted house to me is not scary at all -.-! i laughed all the way through .. then after that, went to CD shelter slack. -.- funny things happened lor.. forget it, so many to mention -.-
After that, i went home. Today it was a day when N.I.E members go to prof ho house for gathering [ i dunno who as i'm very new =/ ] , but then, as it clashes with carnival and parent did not let me go. Hence, i did not turn up for it. Even i go for it, i will feel strange =/ and sure to feel lonely -_-
Thats all for today =/ hope tommorrow a better day ! signing off , byee
100 days to chinese O lvl -.-
8:29 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentine Day As usual, It was just as bored as the previous years i had =/ so nothing special . hahaas. Add-ons , this is my first year buying some candies to treat my friends =] This is my last year in my secondary school, unless i got retained la , CHOY!
I want to thanks my friends for being my friends =D and standing by me when i needed help =D thanks much my dear friends ! I really envy people receiving roses =/ how i wish i could get at least one? maybe that is impossible.. EEW! stop that thinking, i think so far for what.. Dots..
Tommorrow is Social study common test, Well, i'm half prepared for it =] and should be ready for tommorrow's battle ! kambatte nehs ! hhaas
All the best to my schoolmates and classmates and friends =D Till here then, signing off =]
Friends Forever =D
From left to right : Liyan's GuiGui, My sweet Gui, and Liyan's zhu xD
Shot2 xD
8:08 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Third day of CNY 2008 =]
A long awaiting day oO? hahas.. maybe..? Woke up, dressed up and maked up. JC called . Then met him downstair outside my lift then we set out by walking to LOT1. tiring. -.-!! the weather is so warm , perspire.. spoil my hair and make up. dots dots. most irritating part is the shoe i wearing.. choose wrong already! the shoe abit sucky.. looks great but then.. walk a few step, the shoe come out.. no choice, i took out my shoe and walked barefooted plus running on road.. it was so embarrassing ! took the LRT to yewtee there. Then met with sheree they all.. then saw yanling they all. so funny de.. -.- my hair at that time so messy -.-
After that, went to sheree's house.. her dog is so scary.. -.- i washed my foot and flee for life! i'm afraid of dogs =x after that, they decided to watch a movie[CJ7].. At first we did not want to.. in the end, agreed to. BEfore that, i went to foodcourt to eat chicken rice.. so so hungry ! then JC bought sweettalk and treat me olso . mine is lychee blended[cannot finish] and his is milk-thea xD then after that we went to cinema outside wait for it to start lorr.. Suddenly i felt so emo and dunno hw to say laa.. -.- then throughout the whole movie, i'm in my own world.. -_-. Overall, the movie is not bad la, mus go watch ! funny plus touching, i really sob lor.. =x. then after that , as i promised my dad to reach home by 4.30 so i have to leave.. but they all decided to go jasmin's house.. Too bad, i can't go . haiis... Actually JC dun wanna go cause maybe i nv go? [ i dunno, i tink fake one laa..] then in the end sheree asked him go so he go lor.. then passed him his Orange from my bag then i went home. i reached home early. Rested for awhile and then dad came and fetched family and I to his friend's house..
Foods there were yummy! The scenery there and environment is nice one ~ Then little Bro let me play audition awhile at uncle's house so i played awhile. Then, i sat down and stare at the surrounding for like don't know how long.. Was kinda feeling bored at that time =/ the aunty there was very kind and nice talking to =] we ate up all her lettuce and vegetable .[ my sis and i tried out many style of eating with terrayaki chicken and moree ] after that, we went home ~
hahaas.. Tired tired tired.. ! Till here then .. Tataaaa.
Left to right: my lychee blended and JC's milk-thea
10:32 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Friday, February 08, 2008
Second day of CNY 2008 =]
Woke up, Dressed up and make up. First place, we went to grandmother's house, hoho ! On the way there, here i go again, kept taking pictures of myself. LOLS. we were quite early xD Today i felt so tall as i wore the high flat heels. hahas.
Relatives arrived and hong bao was distributed. Confusing lols. Then we makan and took a picture. my family and I had to left early as we had to bring ahma to her sisters house =] I remembered when i'm young, i used to take toys home from ahma's sister's house xD so great and fun.. but it seem like all the toys dissappeared now -.- lols.. Then the uncle there teased me of my size. -.- then got one person i did not see clearly, he walked out so fast as if flying.. so i only managed to see shadow.. He is considered as i think my Biao-ge. When my little bro on his com and msn, i saw a address.. hahaas.! out of curiosity, i took down the address and added the address when i got home. hhahahas !
meanwhile, my 6th uncle's family came. chloe and keryl was there too xDD my 2 little cute cousin but very very naughty ! -.-! looking forward tommorrow to go out with friends. I begged my dad so long for it, finally, he approved.. pheww. XDD
till here then tatas..
Pictures =]
With my fav shade..suit me anot?
4:18 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Thursday, February 07, 2008
HAPPY chinese new year !! =D First day of CNY 2008 =]
As usual, greet parent first. After that, done make up plus dressed up. Then, went to ahma house =] greet ahma and help out with stuff there. At around noon time, relatives came =] Crowded but then then atmosphere was getting not as high as the years before =/
Haahaha, Ate steamboat ! shiook ahhs ! xDD i kept camwhore in room with sis, cousin and maid xDD
Steamboat at night xD
My maid and i =] -> i look freaky funny.. -.-!!
4:08 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
School starts =/ Feeling so so tired. SIAN AHS~~ miss those slping times -.-! and have to get flooded by works. -.- no choice, O lvl is coming soon and the date is getting earlier and earlier ! Many people wanted (including me) to have one more year , but it was impossible ! no such thing unless go NA lor.. -.-!
Tough days ahead! Asking myself, am i ready for it? My foundations are so weak ! hell loads of things to brush up..
Till here then, gotta rest early =/ Otherwise, i'll fall asleep in class =[ it is so embarrassing being caught dozing off infront of classmates by teacher =[
TaTa
10:01 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
A long Waiting day for us !
Christmas !
merry Xmas to all my Dear-ry families and friends =]
Today really had great fun ! I've requested mum for a Xmas party and i'll organise =] This party is impossible without my family,my maid and my relatives =] I've invited them hahhaaa!
SO we prepared a spread of foods. yummy yummy.. And i've prepared my favourite food called "creamy mushroom soup" it taste very great ! thanks to mum's help :] then Ahmei brought over turkey and hams =] . In the end we eat and eat and eat =] At the same time, gaining fats =/ It seemed like i'm the one whom gained the most as the others seemed like.. Even they ate a lot, they just don't turned to fats to them -.- gahhs! how i wish i'll be like them?!
Best part, i've got my Xmas Prezzies =D. [ pinkie hello kitty pouch and moree ] , other than that, i've organised a so called "lucky draww program" , they have to draw numbers to retrieve their prezzie, only opened for guests and kids =] all cheaps things but maybe next year will be better =/ hahahas!
After everyone left, maid helped cleared up and left lots of spegetti and other side dishes =/ lols. the cream soup was cleared =]
My sis and i stayed up late and went to next door [ my cousin, Ahmei's house] . So, we opened the champange and countdown to 1200 xDD . At the same we talked about the past. Really missed those time when we play toys together, tea party together, sing together, quarrel together, getting into troubles together and more.. almost like sharings woes and wealths. and we are named the JieMeiHua [ Do re me, as our age is like 13,14,15] xDD .
What a memoriable and tiring day agains.. xD Hope tommorow a wonderful Xmas day ! TaTa and have a nice day =]]
Lastly, MERRY XMAS ! =D
Pictures =]
12:15 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Sunday, December 23, 2007
A day which i feel i should mention and a few percents nope
Today was our concert day. "MUSIC BRIOSA - symphonic metamorphosis " We played in collab with woodland ring military band =] It was really a day, Lots of happening.. It is our very first own concert. without other performing groups =] but it was REally tiring ! Afterall we played all the way to the end, although with lots of obstacle, we manage to finish off. I hate myself today, i felt like Dying. Seriously, the feeling was unbearable.. I Teared all the way in the bus alone and really felt very very dead.. I felt like digging a deep hole and hide myself into it. i had no face at all ! I practiced my solo part so long and today... I did not make it ! ALl because of confidence issue and tireedd. But i can't blame tired , its all myself.. I let fear take over me.. I've failed today's test.. What a horrible thing! infront of so many people.. FACE GONE! .. After that, i really felt like crying, i'm trembling for stupid reasons?! i bear my way through.. we cleared the stage after the end.. and i went to back stage.. REALLY can't stand it.. i sobbed.. Why do i played it so awwfully??? and.. did not manage to start it properly.. WHY?!?!?!
I felt so miserable.. bad bad bad bad bad day... i really feared to go home.. no face ! i told my mum, sis, bro that i'm playing solo and i'll try my best and do listen out , but in the end? i failed it... they did not hear anyting.. .. haiis !
this is a negative post.. sorry if i'm over emotional and bored u guys out there... Next, I would like to thanks people out there whom support the concert and sorry to people who put so many hearts on me yet i failed to play my first time solo on stage..
Maybe that was the reason why i don't really support myself playing first or solo in the past, in the present and in the future ! =.= ""
Hope tommorow a better day.. =/ CHritmas EVE ! wooohooo !
11:49 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Today we went to woodland ring secondary for combine practise =] Concert is coming.. SO nervous ! Kampatte! Tiring..
Till here then, short =x TaTa~
7:30 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Monday, December 17, 2007
Health Check-up! Went to the health promotion board, Looking around there, Obviously.. I'm there Because i'm fat ! grrr.. Dad was like, teasing and disturbing me., dots.. Consulted doctors, and got more informations and let me aware of the situation -.-! have to reach the target set by the doctor =/ , i'll give a try though it may seem hard =/, but i think it is possible =D as i reach below target before =] , useless still, i gained them back. Muaahhahas! LETS FIGHT FATS ! hahaas
After that, dad, sis and I went to chinatown area to have some desserts. Was kinda drizzling. We went into a dessert shop and dad said that almost all of the food there is using traditional method to cook. It was my FIRST time Eating 芝麻糊(zhi ma hu) , believe me , IT taste great ! [ It look like watery clay food, but no worries =] 食物不可貌相 ] hahahas. Other than eating desserts, we orders Yam cake and carrot cake. Taste great too =D
Called ahma and mum on the way home, again, i got teased. They were worried of why i need to go for doctor checkup and thought i am overly severely overweight and asked if doctor have given me miracle pills to slim down -.-!
Alright then =] till here, Hope tommorow a better day ! Tata..~
8:32 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, December 15, 2007
15 December 2007, a day i described as RANDOM!
Why is this so?? firstly, had lot of fun Known a new friend of mine whom i should have known earlier but nothing pull us to know each other till today =] A heavy rain Lost case Funny concert.
Meet the other band members at the Choa chu kang train station, was really very hungry, so i bought a set of nasi lemak with dishes i chose. So, asked jinfang and her junior to accompany to one side and i gobbled up the food. [ so paiseh to eat in front of many people with my ugly eating looks so i chose a corner xD] then her junior is so funny can?! then we don't know why just keep laughing . All the while, jinfang did not join us as we were madly laughing for don't know what reason. So, we laughed all the way to singapore conference hall =]
At that time, it was raining 'Cats and Dogs' [ meow meow, woff woff..] what the hell.. I spent so long to have my hair-do and make up, in the end the rain spoiled it ! moreover, i did not bring my umbrella =/ . Then, have to share umbrella.. So, i shared with jinfang's junior name Jiecheng(JC) . We did not manage to follow up with the group which left earlier. Then got someone said, " they 2 together, confirm laugh until lost one." So dots.. But its true ! As said earlier, we did not manage to follow up the previous group, so we went on our own way. We laughed and the umbrella keep going left right.. There were puddles of rainwaters, some are mudds.. EEww.. We laughed all the way, so called pushing each other, and ended up somewhere we did not been before. At that time we Were 3/4 wet. So cold.. And i nearly falled down in some occasion. Therefore, i had to take off my sandals and walk barefooted. -.-! We called for help =/ We wasted time ! we could actually reach singapore conference hall by walking pass 2 traffic lights and we went away in the wrong direction =.= lame right?? As walking, a van went pass, splashed me water.. -.-! I'm totally wet inside out.. -_- luckily i wore black =/
Concert [Where is Santa? ] was about to start. I'm feeling extreme cold ! gaahhhs.. trembling..grr.rr.. During the concert, me and jc Laughed through it too, by calling names of the characters.. like.. 'snowpants', 'pink dolphin', 'chao ah gua' , 'freakface' .. Doesn't make sense things all came out of our mouth.. -.-!!! Afterall , it was a good concert and worth to watch, just that the day itself was not really smooth.. -.-!! Took the train home but decided not to go home early... Tempted to go to singapore river but then it seem like an unpopular decision =/ ended up in west mall eating Buddy meal with JC.. Then his mum fetched him, and i went home by train.. Reach home, was really tireed =/
Alrights then, thats all for today =]
1:04 AM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Bird Park performance =] This is our maybe third or second year performing at jurong bird park =] Today, i managed to pass my solo.. SO TRembling like hell.. -_-
I really missed those times in the past with some band members =/ this year i did not go together with the group i went with last year during the fun time. =[ As usual, i would went into the Penguin area and Owl area. =] but the feelings is not the same =[ i wonder next year if i still have the chance to perform again in bird park. Perhaps, by that time, i've graduated =[ .
Suddenly have this thought or i remember what counsellor told me before Life is like taking a bus ride. At different stop, there may be passengers alighting and aboarding the bus. We can't stay them if they want to alight.Why not we welcome the aboarding passengers and bid farewell to the alighting passengers?
We can't do anyting to changes =[ everyone does change as they grow ..
Till here then =/ Tata ~
9:47 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Zhang shao han - bu xiang dong de
Finally the full song is up..
At least hear this song.. still haiix.. =/
11:23 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
11:23 PM
Ah-Gurlx <3
-Should i be happy or not?? Being Said as for over concerned? should i feel hurt or not? Will i? Is it worth?
-Super pissed now lor.. I already give in LOTS already, yet they go over the limit. Damn.. LETS SEE LOR.. Hate Hate HATE!! I'm really writing it in tears RIte now! No computer, wan my life? Whatever... I HATE I HATE! Now my time is like... i onli use a a hour if not i have to not sleep and use... And what the damn, they use like 2-4 hour, not only these, morning from 6.30 all the way to 8 plus..? What the hell.. so whose fault? who is causing the problem.. ME? i let in lots, WHY DO THEY HAVE TO TEST ME LIMIT. Bloody..I really wish, i am outside for like everyday, then i have no worries..Games, they play themself until dunno hw to say.. i just use 15 min and say ok nahh giv u..=.= wth..CNT they just let me in a bit? Why they want to push to the extent..
-I already way on trying my best..Have to suan me using other people?Fine.. I don't eat liao, let gastric go on and die..i ate very little and i try many plans.. BT WHY JUST A LUNCH WHICH also simple suan me?? Relly duno what to say already.. so what I'm that compared to her, does this mean she have no flaws? she has perfect figures? KAos.. ENough of it man.
By now, i'll be like sobbing like hell.. Today is like a hell day for me.. Hell ...
